"Lies are lies are lies." I know Dani was bullshitting. no phone call. nothing. PRD is forever out of my heart. off my mind. Don't bother with me, I won't bother you. Ever. Again. I think I'll drop that class just to be stupid about it. I'll regret it later, but that's later. I'm sick of this waiting crap. Waiting and endlessly hoping, like some desperate fool. Well, no fool will I be anymore. No more waiting for anyone. Or any man. If he can't see me, then he isn't worthy enough for me. And that's that. So today we shopped. and i got angry. and sad. and stupid. As usual. I'm spending all my money on stupid gifts for people who won't really appreciate them. X mas is such a gimmick. Where exactly does Santa come in with the baby jesus? I dunno. I'm bored. And I don't feel like typing anymore. DFN.