I'm still awake. It's nearly 4 or 5 or 6 a.m. My addictions kicked in today, momentarily. I didn't give in. I wanted too, but I didn't. I wanted too so badly though. Today we went shopping for healthy food for our diet. We messed up so we're trying again. I need to stick to this. I need too. I will be 110 lbs by graduation. I will be 110 lbs by graduation. I will be 110 lbs by graduation. I will be 110 lbs by graduation. That should do it. That's my new mantra. (Chant) I shall repeat this to myself whenever I get tempted by junk food. (Junk food = evil force for fat) I don't know why I'm still up. I just don't feel sleepy yet. That'll probably change once I lay down. Tomorrows Plans: 1. Get up eat a healthy breakfast 2. Do yardwork 3. Eat balanced lunch 4. Clean house some 5. Call Wen 6. Maybe / probably not go to Wen's 7. Bathe Not much planned. I don't like plans. They never turn out for the best with me. Hmm. I guess I should go to bed. (Flutters eyes) Done for now.