I have none. I admit it. No sense at all. No ambition. No competitive nature. No drive. No skill. No nothing. (Double Negative) I don't know what to do anymore. I can't seem to stick to anything and my laziness is in full throttle now. My spends my days waking up, laying around the house, eating, napping, watching television, playing on the computer, and than going to bed. My days suck. I still haven't found a job, why? Because I've been sitting on my growing ass and passing time idly by. By this time next year I should be large and lazy enough for them to need a crane to get me out of the house. I don't understand my lack of energy or will power. I don't understand at all. Maybe I need to begin today. Maybe I just need to get off of my fat ass and do something, anything. I don't know. I need something. Something. Something. Something different. LIST OF THINGS TO DO: -Laundry -Finish Cleaning Room -Look over class books -Organize shit -Get motivated I need to do something. Anything that requires moving and effort. This whole summer has been one big drag. One big slow drag. (Sigh) Done for now.