should not be so difficult. should not be so crazy. danny drives me crazy. why. who knows. im different now. losing it has made me it. tag. in the front yard of life. and i cant pass it on. i got called into work today. and criticism is how i live. tell me what im doing wrong and when and i will strive to change it. i am no longer the trying im the doing. fuck the fucking trying. do it or not.