There are better days head. I haven't done much all weekend. I have papers due this Friday. I have a test Monday. I have a Lab Exam on Wednesday. And I haven't done anything all weekend except clean, drink, and eat. P is off my mind as of now. I will no longer waste my time pining away for someone unaware or untouched by my feelings. The same for K. I'm not sure why all the guys I meet in my life always have issues, all I know is I'm getting pretty tired of it. Games. Mind Games. Heart Games. It's ridiculous. SEB needs to let it go too. Let it go for real. P is not worth my drool. He's not worth the crap on my shoe. The dust on my shelf. The boredom in my life. So fuck him. Dani came over last night at 1. We spent a lot of time trying to find a hook up. I got stopped at a DUI check point. I didn't have my liscense. I played the good girl act. I played it all off well. They let me go. No breath-a-lizer. No anything. I am feeling sick. My head hurts. My throat hurts. Ugh. I am done for now.