this is life

A BOY WHO ONLY LOVES ME WHEN I/M NOT INLOVE WITH HIM. girls he flirts with away from me. how he turns so angry when i/m around. why? i do not know. exactly. I JUST HAVE A BAD FEELING. that this is who i am going to end up with. AND OTHER PEOPLE ALSO PREDICT IT. like i/m doomed. with him. and his unhappiness with me. why love me then? if you don/t want to love me? I GAVE UP A LONG TIME AGO BECAUSE. CRUSHES THEY COME AND GO. SOME STAY AND MOST LEAVE. and i am fine with that. go. don/t stay. and he refuses to just leave. because. we can/t leave eachother. for some morbid destructive reason. grrr. and i/m about to call him. for no realreason.
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at least there might be alimony at some point. -matt
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