[feeling: let down] [wanting: a new life] Well be careful what you wish for. I wanted to see PRD. i didn't want to see him. He wasn't in my class. and i got sad. Overly sad I guess. i'm emotionally charged that's my problem. Don't worry though. this isn't bad. I'll deal. i'll be fine. i always am. I guess I just didn't really want it to end so quickly. I'll never see him again. for people are known to vanish on this campus. And I think I'll be allright with that. (breathing deep) It makes me sad. and disappointed. and all that. But it could be worse. Today I think I'll drop that one class and take this other one. There's no need to be in the one I'm in now. No point in staying. PRD: I shall miss you. The end. Today I have more classes. and need to get books. This is depressing. learning. Education has no entertainment value. The same old shit forced into my brain. Time to shower. and dress. "In the end, you'll learn the meaning of the game." DFN.