[i'm thinking of a number between 1 and 666] "Pressed to the wall dying, but fighting back!" Indeed. And here I drop my seed. Of knowledge. Of an inner knowing. Something hidden, never showing. I walk alone here. And there. Dreaming of things yet to come. And forgetting a past that has already burned. I don't know why I think the things I do. I only know that this is what I'm supposed to do. I have a few things to do tonight. Write a short story. And write a serious, critical paper. They're due tomorrow. O. How time flies. "I am my own worst enemy." Indeed. O. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. Laugh with me now. Cause it is all good. Whether or not we know it. The world's spinning right now. On some invisible AXIS. The clouds are moving. Somewhere, right now the sun is rising. A baby's taking it's first breath. Somewhere, someone is loving someone right now. It's awesome to think about. How insignificant we all really are. How really unimportant money is. or cars. or televisions. It's sad too though. To think about all the things our children's children's children will probably never see. Like great white tigers. Or blue whales. Or clear blue skies. And large grand forests. Monkeys. Or pandas. Or any of that really good, innocent stuff. Can you imagine what the beginning must have looked like? Before we all saturated it so much. and polluted it to the core. If I could travel back in time, I'd go to the very beginning. Or the middle. where it was good. and nice. To see the animals. and the forest. The way is was so long ago. Before we gobbled it up and spit it back out. Before we had zoos and industrial zones. Before the gun was invented. Before technology and electricity. Before bills and taxes and loans. Before Hitler. Before religion and state. Before schools and offices and prisons. Before road rage and depression Before super markets and homeless shelters. Before Christ. Before it all became so corrupt. How grand it must have been. How beautiful. How sweet. How Un-aware. Man. I don't know. Sometimes it just gets to me. How we're all just sitting by. As the world slowly crumbles to die. Now I'm just rambling. I must get to my work. So be GONE! "I knew love...but love refused to know me." DFN.