Until classes begin again. Only ten sweet simple days left until I am finally free to think about something else. M and I fought, well argued again. I'm lazy. And rude. And inconsiderate. And spoiled. And mean. And horrible. And a pothead. And a drunk. And a fat ass. And a bitch. And and and and and and and. It goes on and on. I don't like being here at all anymore. I just wish I had enough cash to break free. I'm not staying here any longer than I have too after graduation. This is my last year. My last year for a lot of shit. Wen called yesterday. Wanted me to come visit. Screw that. She wants to see me she can walk her ass all the way here. I still can't believe she expected Dani or I to purchase Joe's Jack Daniels for him. She's a mooch. An annoyingly ignorant mooch. I'll have to settle down and focus now. I have to stop all this shit. I need to change. I can't keep going on like nothing's wrong with me and the way I've been lately. Oh M and I will never get along. She hates me. I hate her. Why? Who knows. How did it all get like this? Damned if I know. Damned if you do. Damned if you don't. Never win in this game of life. Well I think I'll go now and listen to some very loud annoying music. Done for now.