Well so much for me believing that this was going to be a busy ass day. Not so much as a phone call from anyone. Well this makes me feel even more disappointed than before. Well actually I'm lying. I'm feeling pretty lazy today so I can't say I really mind not having anything to do. My weed is gone though. And this is beginning to bother me. I knew this would happen. My addictions are constant afflictions. Never ending. No matter how long it's been it always comes back. I guess I can't change all that much. Well maybe I could if I tried a little harder, but I seriously don't have the time, well maybe I have the time, I just don't have the will power. That's how it is though. Can't question fate. Or destiny. Or karma. Or whatever. Last night I did nothing. Well avoided a phone call from SEB. Smoked up the rest of my smoky stuff and chilled throughout the night feeling mighty fine. Now it's most likely back to Vodka time. Woohoo. Right. Well this is going to completely suck now. So I don't know what's planned for today. Maybe I should call SEB and see if she still wanted to paint today. Well I will probably call her, it's the polite best friendy thing to do. I'll say "Sorry I didn't call you back last night, I didn't get in until real late. I wasn't sure if you were up." She'll say "That's okay, I went to bed early anyways." And on and on this conversation will go until I get so bored my eyes begin to water up. Crazy days. I wonder if Wen will call. I wouldn't mind going to L and W's house if it meant I could get my drink or smoke on. I wouldn't mind one bit. I wonder if she'll call. She better. Well I don't have much else to say right now because my mind is drawing a serious blank. Done for now.