tired of old things repeating. boredom is my enemy and my happiness. moving on. is destiny. and such. or whatever. these things they come. they go. im over it. either way. done and tired and over it. completely. or i suppose for right now. i do not know where to go. i do not know how to get there. to where ever it is im supposed to be heading. no more taking steps back. no more wasted time on wasted things. no more he or she or them or it or him especially. because. after 5 years i dont need repeated history. or lessons in disloyalty. not anymore.