[feeling: cold] [wanting: ice] Last night I got a gift from the Gods. I was desperate seeking stimulis. when it was delivered in such a lovely way. I woke up in the afternoon again today. I need to get a grip on my body's clock. Alarm clock? Tomorrow and it all starts again. Back in the mix. Back to classes. And notes. And homework. And boredom. And uneasiness. This time I can say that I'm not excited. And I'm definitely not thrilled. To be going back. to classes. and campus. I feel relatively safe that PRD will be nowhere. To be found. And I am fine with this. and more. and the rest. The world is a sad place. and only getting sadder. (more sad, most sad) I don't know what mood I'm in today. Or what mood I left behind yesterday. I should be putting my writing on here. And I will. all in due time. My fingers are cold today. And I have to go see Dani. because i foolishly said i would. It's fine though. Garbage night tonight. Classes starting tomorrow. It's been awhile since I had to attend anything on a MONDAY. I hate Mondays. They're so slow in approaching. and so slow to pass by. I'm still in the mood for change. And I'm waiting for it all to happen. I'm in a funk and can't seem to escape. All of my plans are useless in this situation. Maybe tomorrow won't be so bad. Maybe it will go as fast as possible. As will the entire week. (Cross fingers) I think I'll go get dressed now. Dani might be up this early. I need to find the coat I told her about. Winter is here. And winter sucks. DFN.