"And still I am ill." It's true. i still feel like SHIT. 2 weeks now. Maybe more. THe flu is a possibility. although i am not a professional doctor. Or maybe it's just some persistently strong cold. punishing me. I haven't done much this entire weekend. I haven't done anything to be honest. Nothing. So you can imagine my lack of INFO. to share. NOt that this is any different than any other time I write in here. (Note: I am cramping.) This sucks. If these couple of weeks are any indication of what's to come, I think I better stay in bed until May. SEB and I have been talking more. This may be a good thing. It may not be. Who knows. Who cares. La la la. So moving on. There's not much to discuss. My growing impatience with being sick is the only thing really happening. Goin' on. I need a hobby or something. And by hobby I don't mean stamp collecting. I need something good. I need to start painting again. Well, I need to start painting. I guess I just feel like shit. And that's got me feeling a little down. Down and out and depressed and angry. I don't like feeling sick. Or thinking about feeling sick. I have decided to change. Rearrange. It's time. Time to move on up and move on out. Get things going. Time's passing anyways. I think I'll end this now. I don't feel like rambling tonight. DFN.