ive decided to write something astounding. i am. afterall. gifted. believe it or not? believe. its better that way. i think my first book will be small. dedicated to losing my mother. and the life of my mother. all in one. and. ive decided. that. it. will be grand. because. inside i do hold the skill. i do hold the thrill. and. i know how to kill. today went alright. slow. long. troublesome. but. hopeful. i am in the learning process. learning and learning. but. it could be worse. i could be in erie. alone. sad. poor. and. miserable. at least here. i am. happy most of the time. new. fresh. and. willing. to. be. some. thing. so. new. why shouldnt i write a book. every. one. else. does. chuckity chuckity chuck.