so as i sit here waiting to teach my young minds cyber nonsense. i wonder what will happen in 2021.

honestly my tribe has been pretty blessed this past year despite all of the external nonsense.

our ship has kept a rough, but straight path.

now i wonder.

2021.

do i even want to know.

do i dare dream that things could just get better.

or will this be our year.

the year we take a few undeserved punches just for comedy's sake.

i wonder if i/ll make any friends.

new friends.

people.

a person who actually gets me and doesn/t live a gazillion miles away.

i doubt it.

but. it/s nice to dream.

by now tho.

do i require friendship.

i/ve been alone so long that i/m not sure i even enjoy that kind of intimacy anymore.

but.

we/ll see.

i wonder if i/ll stay sober before it/s all over.

idk.

i wish i could see a trailer of what/s to come. so i could either sleep through it or drug my way free.

idk.

my tribe keeps beating on. pushing forward. and as my monsters get older. i worry more about this world.

this thing they/ll be left in.

and what kind of humans am i raising.

in 10 years what will matter.

and what won/t even exist anymore.