BAHAHAHAHAhAhahaha. its hot in here. after Sunday, its hard to get to bed before 3am.. i was doing so good too. i was going to bed at 12ish! that's huge people.. Tim's building sold :] well they have a contract and stuff signed.. who knows how much he'll get but it'll just be really really good.. now the wedding wont feel so much like a burden. because a wedding should feel like nothing but all the good stuff. tim called that penny lady from the pet store, and she conveniently wasn't there.. jerks. he said he'd call them again.. but i think i might take matters into my own hands. they can't get away with this. also. i might go down to the courthouse and get the free legal advice on Mondays.. why not right? couldn't hurt. I'm sure they could come up with something i can't. we could use an objective opinion. i think i have a doctors appointment tomorrow.. or today actually. i might cancel it. really not in the mood for some stranger to poke around at my bits. altho, i told talia i would call her after i went to the doctor to discuss doctorly things. or she would call me and we'd compare notes. haha. but that was a while ago. maybe she just hasn't been to a doctor yet. i feel so stressed out. ever since Sunday.. or maybe a day or 2 before.. I've had this weird lumpy bubble feeling in my chest/throat. almost like a cross between a lump in your throat when your sad and needing to burp.. i think its just stress on top of stress. its hard to breath sometimes :/ vannessa responded. i feel a little unsure of the message i sent back. like i should have just said blah blah blah I'm awesome and whatknot and left the truth in here. i guess it couldn't hurt tho. its not like i had anything to lose. lol. wait, thats not funny.. SO. i am wide awake at 3:18 and nothing to dooo.. i wanna exercise but then i'll be up till 5. AHHH! i hate sleep :[ i like to cuddle tho. but I'll just bother timmy and keep him up if i go in there like this.. i must exhaust myself.. tim is the littlest mermaid i know. lol. yes you are.