well... um. what just happened? that's what I'd like to know. Andres kinda just like.. well, me and andres are like... together now. and such. we're... together. yeah i said that already, but its so ironic it had to be said twice. Cuz, oi... maybe I am being dumb but... I kinda dont care. The only thing is.. I'm afraid of getting hurt. But thats life. full of risks. Have to just get over it and see what happens and try and learn something in the process. But... just in case... in like a billion days or months or years.. if he doesnt want me or something.. I wont completely be suprised. Cuz I kinda feel it coming. So, i guess what Im saying is... I trust andres... but i dont trust relationships... so.. whatever happens... i wont say i didnt tell me so.... but i told me so. yeah, it makes sense to me.