[1418] Wusband and Hife

by ilickdoorknobs
I'm married ...to be continued... -------------------------------------------------------- Finally I have a second to write something :] but that means Timmy is at work :/ but thats okay my hard working maannnnn. well when we got back from hot (and not in the good way) stinky vegas.. we just wanted to get married. as usual.. now. and after being in vegas.. the clerks office was looking pretty good. we immediately called the county clerk office in venture (not LA). well timmy did and asked what we had to do. Basically.. just get there by 4pm. Easy enough... then he called his dad. since. when his dad called it didn't go over so well that we were just getting married now and having a ceremony later. i told tim its because of his tone.. if you act excited people will be excited for you.. (and know you are serious).. if you act scared.. they will wonder and question if its really what you want and say protective things against it. the second call was a complete 180. he said all the right things. and his dad didn't refer to me as "that". uhg. timmy told him that i was a part of the family, or would be very soon and they needed to treat me like i was. and that he didn't want to put my into uncomfortable situations like the ones with his aunt kim or last christmas again. he said if there is another comment from aaron such as the one where aaron said he would pay $500 for me not to come, then they could expect tim not to be there either. instead of just brushing it off as usual.. his dad said that he realizes he made it awkward at christmas because of aaron and said there would be no more awkwardness from him from now on :] which i wanted not for my sake (well some), but my timmy. he really loves his family and wants to be close to them.. its really hard so far away to be able to. but it'd be even harder if this aaron thing continued to affect not only how his family treats me, but him too. his dad barely even said bye to him at christmas.. and thats the only time we saw him the whole week we were there.. not for lack of trying. after the call timmy had mixed emotions.. he sad because he really misses him. and he told me that he feels bad for not calling him more. because he doesn't tell him things like about us.. and has a hard time telling him because he doesn't think he wants to hear it.. but after the call he knows he would have liked to hear about everything.. and he wished he did. woot.. and I think they'll have a closer relationship if he did. ANYWHo.. so its like tuesday and we call the clerk and they said that its better to make an appointment but if you get there by 4pm you will be seen.. its just a matter of how long. with an appointment you're in and out in 15-20 minutes. while he was on the phone with them, i was on the phone with my mom about jefrie and such (sniff sniff I miss him). and i asked her if she'd like to be our witness. i know she'd want to be there even if we do have a "real" wedding later. although we wanted to go that day.. it was already 1pm and we were all ugly :[ or just not showered. and if you know me, i like long showers. even in a hurry. can't help it and i do not care, h'mph! So thursday it was. because tim worked on wednesday. so July 3rd. i didn't want so close to july 4th. but at least it wasn't on july 4th.. and at this point, i dont think we really cared too much. plus.. we're planning on celebrating our anniversary on the "real" wedding date anyways. in the morning i woke up early to do laundry. vacuum the bedroom and clean up the living room.. all things that could have been put off, but i thought my mother would be stopping by and i wanted our place to look nice. but she's not coming till Saturday.. which is today lol... i just realized that actually. at like 10 i think. crap i gotta make this fast... so then i go to wake up Timmy but he's already up. and we make the bed. not like put sheets on but actually put it back together again. [ note to self: take notes when you take things with lots of pieces apart.. ] yeah it was crazy trying to put that bed back together. but we did it. cuz we're sexayyy. and i figured out how to take down those stupid ugly blinds! we couldn't figure it out for a billion years and then i did it :] Timmy says I'm smart. so then we didn't get ready, and went straight to Northridge mall to get.. something ANYTHING nice looking. i didn't know what the heck to wear to a courthouse or whatever wedding.. i didn't want to overdress and look silly. but i didn't want to be under dressed and look like i didn't care. So i found a cream and black top. i wore that with my skinny jeans and pointy heels. Tim wore a shirt he had. its white with really light pink and grey stripes, jeans and his converse (he cleaned them first) but he looked sexy because he cut his hair in vegas... by some creep who likes girls who carry guns.. *shifty eyes* so were allll rushy cuz my mom needed us to schedule our wedding day around picking up my Nina Bea from work. not that she would be stranded if she didn't but just cuz. lol. so i immediately changed that so i would have more time. my mom called Bea and said she'd just pick her up at home. and i was ready by 3pm. cutting it close, i know. but the directions said it only took 30 minutes ish. so we'd have 30 minutes to play around with. not that we did.. we hopped in the car and then.. it happened.. TRAFFIC! how stupid are we to not remember there would definitely be 4th of july traffic? we were still in camarillo at 3:45. we called and they said we probably wouldnt make it but if we did.. just get in the door and they'd do it. we were about to spend an hour in traffic just to sit in the parking lot feeling crappy.. so tim was speedy mc speederson. and i put on my running shoes.. not really. but i put on my flats. we got off the exit at 3:56.. behind *drum roll* THE SLOWEST DRIVER IN THE WORLD!!! yeah it was amazing.. at 3:58 we were at the light turning into the parking lot. at 3:59 i was running to the door. and at 4 exactly the lady was letting in the line of people and closing the door. i ran up right behind the last guy and just barely got in.. and that was just the start to absolutely everything going wrong. We were late.. the people we rude to me.. my mom got lost.. we went through a stack of papers because of mistakes until we finally got the info for our marriage license correct. after the people were so rude.. i didn't know if i wanted to do it there again. i had a lump in my throat trying to keep it together thinking.. the world hates me.. and is trying to make this as horrible as possible. the walls started closing.. my head was spinning.. u know.. the works. Timmy showed up about 2 minutes later and said we didn't have to do it there if i didn't feel comfortable. but we were there.. i ran. he sped. i called my mom who was still completely lost.. and she said that i didn't have to get married there but at least get the license since we were there and so we could get married somewhere.. so we did. and then i had to make THE decision. i wasn't about to let a bunch of miserable tarts at the county clerks office.. who probably have nothing better to do but bash what they'll never have.. so instead of letting them win.. i felt bad for them. and we decided to get married. not having an appointment and all.. i thought we'd be waiting forever, but being late was actually a plus in the end because we were the last people and the wait wasn't long at all. my mom showed up right before the lady was done with our paper work. and then it was time. i wasn't nervous. and then then.. my mom said she neeeeeeded to tell me something and pulled me to the side and told me that today, of course, was my dads birthday... what are the chances of that?? i felt a little weird. but i got over it. we walked into the ceremony well i guess you could call it a room.. it was more like a cubical but with higher walls. there was a little arch and we stood under it holding hands. my mom was taking pictures. the lady told her to take a lot because it went fast. and i thought.. crap this is going to be disappointing. i was trying not to laugh at Timmy making goofy faces at me. and then she started talking and i felt fine.. then she told Tim to repeat after her.. and at the first word my lungs tensed up and i couldn't breath. i got butterflies not only in my stomach but all over my body. and i was more excited as he spoke, but still completely calm. maybe even more calm than before. then it was my turn.. and i thought my only problem would be stumbling on the words. due to I'm retarded.. wrong...... we got married this way because we didn't want to wait anymore.. it'd been long enough.. but the plus was that i definitely would not cry. well, i could barely understand myself.. I'm so gay. who cries?? but i couldn't help it. we could have been anywhere. i was just looking at Timmy and saying those vows to each other was what it was all about. i thought where it was would be what made it romantic.. but its how its said. honestly.. we could skip the real wedding later, and I'd be satisfied. I mean.. it'd be nice. but I'm good. But we have to have it tho.. for Tims family. especially his mom and dad. and the rest of my family. After we exchanged rings and she announced that we were man and wife and we kissed.. he called me wifey. i told him not to cuz I'm gay but i like it. we walked to the car and my mom got all mom on me. and then she left and i walked to the car. Tim opens my door every time I get in the car. even sometimes when I am the one driving. so he's there with my door open and i am getting in and he says "First time opening your door as husband and wife :}" and takes like 3 pictures lol. Isn't he adorable? yeah he is. So we were talking on the way out about how it was actually kinda nice.. rude ladies and all. and having my mom there didn't end up being weird. like just in general or the fact that we had a huge fight like hours before and i didn't even want her to come. but we got over it. and we were talking about how if we just had a witness provided for us.. it'd be really weird. and Tim even said that having my mom there made him feel better. like calmer. I agree. I wish alisha could have come but I'm a ham.. and with too many people it might not have felt as personal. so that's how we did it. the end. lol. the next day we woke up and Tim is like "First time waking up as husband and wife" lol. or did i say it? i can't remember. i was half asleep. we did a bunch of little things yesterday. we didn't really know what to do. but we got some sushi and some fruit and stuff and had a little mini buffet and a movie. we fell asleep on the floor till 3am! and Timmy had to work the next day. good thing he gets an hour more of sleep now :] Things feel so much better. But.. my head feels so much.. empty. I told Tim that i spent most of my time thinking about not being married and everything along with it.. and now that we are.. i have no thoughts.. for the first time in a long time.. i actually have to search for thoughts. pictures to come... many. many much. ness. ok bye ------------------------------------------- i can't find my camera chord :[ i got a new bathing suit on the way to vegas. aaaaaaaand 10,000 BC made me cry lol.
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