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So I'm in carpenteria at a hotelfor 2 days with the mother and my 2 cousins. It kinda sucks cuz I'm sick.. again. as of yesterday. boo. So now I can go into detail I suppppoooose about colorado and such. Well. I needed a jacket and I didnt have a big enough one so I went up to tehaphapi to borrow one from alisha. that took forever.. and then i drove allll the way to thousand oaks to pick up timmy. and thennnn we drove down to the flyaway and took that to the airport.. which would have been perfect... only.. we got there wayyy too early. like 4 hours too early. and thennnn our flight was delayed lol. so like 5-6 hours too early. uhg it sucked. the plane was so small. and we didnt get to sit together. and the flight attendant was a gay guy... and timmy was the only cute "single" guy around.. so every time the guy walked by he'd pinch timmy''s arm haha.. tim's family is cool.. his mom is nice. and dennis and his kids are nice. i met his gma's and such. aaron is such a little baby. at least this time around timmy agrees with me about him instead of trying to defend him. i dunno.. it was kinda uncomfortable because you never really know what people are thinking. i gotta go ______________________________________________________ So I'm back :] And I completely forgot to mention the MOST important part.. actually i didnt forget. just had to leave in a hurryyy. anyways, so for christmas :] timmy gave me a calander. a justin timberlake calendar and and and i thought that was a great gift in and of itself. but then he said to look thru the pages and on may 25th he circled it and and.. he had a guy on one knee proposing to a girl and it was cute. that doesnt make sense unless you see it i guess. but it was sweet and i'll have pictures soon :] sorry baby. the people must know how amazing you are. he did it all by himself.. isnt he the sweetest? i thought that was a great christmas. i mean i love presents. i wont lie. i hate getting presents cuz i feel bad but on christmas and bdays.. its the best... is that bad? not like expensive stuff just thoughtful thingies.. but anyways.. i thought it was a great christmas after that gift.. and then he handed me another one. it was a box about the size of a paper. about 2inches thick. i thought it was a shirt of some sort of clothing item. but insteaaad there was a bunch of tissue paper and a ring box inside :] he said he felt bad that i didnt have a ring anymore. i really didnt not expect it. i mean every girl hopes. and especially since we're engaged and being with his family and everything.. but i thought at the most he'd get me something like m promise ring. i like my promise ring. its pretty. but it is kind of weird how brett bought it. long story. well not really.. i lost my real promise ring and brett bought me a new one just like it. and tim even said it was weird so i didnt wear it anymore. but then last month i just figured why not. plus after wearing an engagement ring for over 6 months, you get used to it and it felt nice. familiar. but yeah haha. off track. so i had a pretty nice christmasss. whoa kirk cameron is on tv. weird. i saw that movie awake. it was soo awesome. and cute... for the first 30 minutes. everthing was going fine. they were inlove. they were cute. they were about to become a lovely part of my myspace movies section... and then the whole movie went stupid. why cant jessica alba just be in a movie where i dont hate her? i thought this was the one. in fantastic four.. she was fine i just didnt like the movie.. and in sincity i thought she was kinda weird... and this one.. i was like wow she's awesome and theyre perfect... and then the whole movie just fell apart and it sucked sucked sucked. it was the stupidest. i cant say it enough. it wasnt worth it. and we went to a $3 theater and it still wasnt worth it. i thoughtit would be scary too.. actually kinda happy it waasnt. im not good with the scaries. but g's what a let down. i love timmy. but i accidently packed his phone charger in my bag thinking it was mine. boo. so his phone died today. we always say something we love about each other before going to bed.. after he told me about his day and such he said "my phone is gonna die, but i love how you listen to me when i talk about work.." and then he died. i mean his phone died :[ i didnt even get to tell him what i loved about him.. tears. banana. lately Ive been really moody. and emotional. and also.. I have been cussing. yeah. me cussing. a lot. cuz i only cussed before like never, except if im REALLY pissed off.. mostly after an encounter with the mother. but lately Ive been cussing a lot.. idk. anywhooo. "old people are so overrated", corina. okay my mom needs the computer. Love you timmyface.
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ducky ducky do
where are u?
i got some ... duck snacks 4 u...?
yea, anyways. wtf!
(i think thats the first time i ever used that)
like where u at woman?
have yet to hear from u
hope everything going better
drop me a line sometime
damn im gettin lame yes i am im buyin in!

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