so the other night i call alisha to once again remind her to give me back my shoes.. and once again give her a chance to tell the truth. see i would have just waited.. as i have been... but corina told me that alisha DOES have the stuff with her. which is funny because alisha said that she didn't have my crap. so i call her, and she quickly changes her story. And now she's saying she does have my crap, its at rubens house. and I'm like.. ok... and? when am i getting my stuff? and she kept telling me to have grandma pick the stuff up.. but thats ridiculous.. its not grandmas responsibility to do that. grandma is old.. why should she have to do this crap when she wasn't the one who took them? its not that hard... so i told her to just drop them off at grandmas then or if she insists on acting like an adult.. act like one and send them to me herself. she said "i'm not going over there" to grandmas house.. like a little brat. she had it perfect there and she doesn't even know it. she didn't have to put up with a crazy mother or an abusive brother.. she had grandma to give her everything her selfish heart desired, and she's complaining?? idiot. so in the middle of the conversation she says "its just a book and shoes" and although its true.. it is just a book and shoes. its irrelevant. its MY book and shoes and she's been a brat to me for months and I want them back already because i am truly sick of her. I have given her ample amount of time to return them and she refuses... and lie and blames other people for why i don't have them yet but its her fault. i don't care if it was a penny... its mine and i don't want her to have it. so because she said something although true, completely irrelevant to the conversation.. and she was being a brat... i said something entirely true and irrelevant too.. i called her a slut. so the next day she sends me a message on myspace saying that it was basically contradicting to call her a slut because apparently i am the slut.. quote.. "Uh hum or do you not remember Jason?" lol it makes me laugh.... really reaallly hard that that came from her mouth. Her. mouth. first of all.. she has done more things sexually at her age.. no.. just this YEAR than i did before i was 18. i didn't even kiss until i was 17.. and i have only had 5 boyfriends my whole life, and that is including my husband tim and jason. I had sex with the jason she talks about at 21. and yeah, sure i regret it. but having sex at 21 hardly makes anyone a slut. your at legal age, your an adult. i do regret having sex with him for several reasons. but because it makes me a slut is not one of them. in fact in that area i am actually proud of myself in comparison to the rest of the world. because i had never compared myself to the world at a time and i lived by my own standards... i tore myself apart for what happened with jason. but Alisha cant even compare herself to the world. she is the world. she doesn't just drink, smoke, do drugs, go out with 18 year olds at 14... but she lies on top of it all. so in reply to her message on myspace i told her just that.. that she has done more at her age... 14!!! than i did before i was 17.. thats 3 more years to go and she already blew it if she wants to start comparing herself to me. and also that i had sex at 21, "lets see if she can make it that far before having an abortion." see, i would have said "before you have a baby" but i don't give her that much credit. she's in the "spoiled brat" generation where everything is her way... so she'd most likely go the selfish route and kill her baby so she can maintain her angel status. if anyone is a slut.. and someone is.. its her. i think you can a 14 year old and go out with an 18 year old and not be sexually active... but i would bet a billion dollars that she isn't one of them. what do you think an 18 year old wants with a girl that young? and what do you think a girl with such low and twisted standards lets him get away with? exactly. its so nasty. sorry hun, he didn't like you for your mind.. she would go on about corina and how gross it was she was dating an 18 year old and not even a month later she's doing the same but at a younger age... she's such a little hypocrite. she isn't upset i called her a slut and its not true... she's upset i called her a slut and it is true. among other things. uhg. enough about things that don't matter... i got mvp on halo3 :] but thats not the cool part! 29 kills! thats more than the total of the entire other team!! and way more than anyone playing.. o yes... its fun to beat boys at their own game. well one of them at least. pdk canceled dinner with me and timmy for last night. but he's going to reschedule for sometimes next week. which is better because i read tim's schedule wrong and he didn't have yesterday off.. "C" did.. and he's "D".. timmy worked 20 hours yesterday and a couple days ago. he always works a lot of hours. but i dunno, i thought I'd just mention how proud i am of him.. cuz he is amazering. i love his face, i kiss it muchly. and i still love him when he is stinky after work. we get clean together *wink wink* timmy is hilarious. last night before bed he walks out of the kitchen and pops his head in the door and says "i microwaved your toothbrush for you" lol. we always read those yahoo articles. especially timmy.. and if its something about health like microwave ur toothbrush... he's on it. when he got home we were in the bedroom and he's like "did you microwave your toothbrush yet??" and i'm like.. "uhmmm nope.." and he's like.. "I did... I'll microwave yours tonight" heh idk i thought it was funny.. maybe you just needed to see his face. I'm hungry.