Listening to: Plane- Jason Mraz
I need a new bathing suit. Not that I don't fit in my other one. well barely. but its kinda kiddish. Have had it since I was like 14. How sad :[
Oh well.
we saw the cutest bulldog at the pet store in the mall yesterday. he was precious. and ugly :] i wanted to kiss his ugly nose. he was $3900! what is that about?
the kitty we wanted from the animal shelter was already sold :{ no more kitties.
exercise sucks. every time i go to attempt it.. it get tired really fast or bored.. exercise is so boring. how do people do it? it stupid and i hate it.
we went to the apartment yesterday for the final inspection. it was weird because we didn't really know what to look for. everything looked like it did the last time we were there. And the people were there. well the guy was. they said we could have their desk and microwave. our desk is falling apart because the side broke. so thats cool. we have a lot of stuff. i should probably go pack some more :{
oh hehe.. we still get free tv.. muhahaha they tried to disconnect the tv but then the internet didn't work.. so they had to turn the internet back on because we're paying for it.. and the tv turned back on too. its cool to get free tv.. wait. does everyone get free tv? maybe its just people with the internet. dun dun dun.
tim found another pack of bcps in the bathroom! and its weird because.. no its outright insane actually.. because i KNOW i threw that box away. they come in packs of 3 small boxes and they're in one big box. and I didn't have anymore so i threw the whole big box away with all the like "info" booklets. like 2-3 weeks ago. swearsies. and it just appears out of nowhere.. what the heck? maybe I'm going out of my mind. but I know I threw it away. o well. more bcps yay for not buying things.
jefri is being such a good boy. he hasn't tried to hump my leg all day :} i should give him more carrots. maybe he realizes i hate it. or maybe its because yesterday i made him a bunch of tunnels with the boxes that we haven't used yet. he was so happy.. a happy bunny is a hump-free bunny :D I wrote that.
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what?
i hate late night tv.
i almost cleared out this room today. woot. we got 5 more boxes packed up. tomorrow when tim comes home he's going to clean out his car. I'll clean out my cars before he gets home and then we'll pack the garage. then dinnnerrrrr and finally the kitchen (ugh) *shutters* we've been getting rid of a lot of stuff tho. its always nice to feel like you only have what you need. I went through like everything I own today and threw out everything i didn't need. even old "memory boxes" that are full of well junk really to other people but I'm a pack rat especially with that stuff. i save everything. old letters. old photos. old notes to myself. old doodles. old anything from anyone i cared for. even old cards. which is weird. movie stubs, tickets from concerts, candy wrappers from a special day, poems scribbled on napkins.. i can't remember what else but if you think of something, its probably in one of those boxes. some of the stuff i hadn't even seen for like years. like old aim conversations i printed out.. yeah who does that? but one was from when i was 14-15 and at the time i was completely infatuated with this boy named Derek and i read our conversation and couldn't help but think.. "whoa" i was soooo naive. i thought he was beginning and end. and looking back it was so silly. but.. it was a good experience. without it i wouldn't know that that wasn't "love" and can tell the difference. i think that was actually a safe way to find out.. because of the distance. but parents can be soo ridiculous. its like they think you need to be perfect until you find mr. perfect and then be with that person and know its love and thats it. doesn't really work like that. but anyways, not everything I found was that childish but most of it was pretty embarrassing like that. i even have a rubber star thing that they put on the end of balloons for kids so they don't fly away, because this boy i liked who worked at the carousel in the mall gave it to me one time and it was like the day i got his number and we started "talking" psh. for like a week until he told me i was.. "too young". it happens. found a letter to myslef about all the things i wanted to do by 21. bleh. made me feel crappy. i mean some things we're checked off but most were not.. most were also pretty out there but still.
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