PROS of putting myself on call: No more tiredness No long arse drive everyday, twice a day No more playing guitar hero and/or DJ Hero for 8 hours a day! Can go back to school full time :} No more stress about being put on call in June anyways (500 out of 600 employees are going to be let go in June and I would probably be one of the first to go since i was one of the last to be hired) CONS of putting myself on call: Might not be able to get my free games/game discounts Might not be able to go to E3 anymore :{ Might never see new friends again :{ Hmm.. its a toughie... I've just been getting so tired/sick of the drive. like literally sick. And I am so sick of being so exhausted at work that i feel like I am going to fall asleep all day and like i could do a lot better if that wasn't the case.. I would miss my new friends. and it sucks because i really like the floor lead chris, he's funny and pretty neat. (project lead is sort of a dick so i will not miss him.. he is def no derek) I'll miss toooouuch iiiit and pointing at crotches lol and just being stupid all day long. erg... if only it was closer.. and if there was more security right now. which there is not with the whole not knowing what will happen in June... it's got everyone freaking out. well more than others. not so much myself since this isn't a life or death situation... but some people need this job. and i feel bad :{ I dunno. we'll see what happens. I don't feel go so I'm not going in tomorrow. I kinda don't care so much how it looks to miss 2 days in a row since this has been crossing my mind. URG! my stupid downloads suck at downloading :{!! i want my cs4 master collection NOW! jeni=so impatient. too impatient for this. its taunting me... going so dang slow. and the ETA thingy keeps toying with my emotions saying 4hours and 5 minutes or something i can handle and then changing to 4years and 5 days the next second... even INFINITY a couple times!!! o the pain! the suffering... tears... We went to Borders tonight. Timmy got "30 days of night" and he says its good so far. I wanted to get "Pride and Prejudice and Zombies" hehehe but they were sold out. How freaking amazing is that concept??? A classic AND ZOMBIES!!?!?!?! it blew my mind. and now i am dying to read it. once again... no patience... urg. I got "Anansi Boys" by Niel Gaiman instead. oh, and that book "The Alien Invasion survival Handbook".. wanted the Zombie one but they were out.. what is with all the lack of zombie books??? grrr. jeni sad. time to win some cuddle 'chievements....