where does she get off? She is so unbelievable. its like... here's the situation. youve got me and tim. jason and cambria. and we're fighting. dont like each other. and my mother is in the middle blah blah. she invites us up to my grandmas on easter, says cambria wont be there. half way up to tehachapi and we get a call "cambrias here" tell us it'll be fine. come up anyways. sure. why not. get there. she speaks to me. bad idea little wench. mother takes wenches side. wench is a wench. mother and wench together forever blah blah blah. one big happy family. tim and jeni getting married... so we havent spoken in like 3 months maybe more. and u would think... a normal mother would want to make amends so she could be a part of her daughters wedding and she has her friend give me some crap about "respecting my privacy" screw her. when has she ever? i see right thru her. she doesnt "respect" anything. she just doesnt care about it because it isnt what she wants. fuck what she wants. i wanted a lot of things that she pooo poooed all over and now they are gone or dead and its not fair is it? nope. its so stupid that she would pick some tramp she barely knows for like 5 months tops.. over me. why do i even care? its ridiculous. no. u know. its not ridiculous that i care. they are but the fact that i care i think is pretty reasonable because here is this woman who devotes all her time to church but its just an act. and she is a sucky actress if i do say so myself. ahh she drives me crazy. thats what getsme the most.. is that no one sees it. no one. just me. manuel. tim. probablysal. and a few others. but no one can dooo anything about it. its is just soo mind boggling that she knows im getting married and she hasnt tried anything to be a part of it. not that i even want her to be but u know. cuz right now she's saying cambria is more important. i mean i have gone all my life with her implying how much more important jason is... and i deal. but cambria? who is she? some highschool girl who goes around peeing on trees and posting them on her myspace..... stupid slut. i got kicked to the curb for that piece of trash excuse of a person. what is wrong with people? its like this isnt hard enough. its like it wasnt hard enough to hear from my own brotehr that he doesnt want to give me away at my weddding. and why? what did i do to him? he just decided one day to be pissed off at someone and saw me and that was that. and he's dragging everyone along for the hate jeni ride. i liked cambria. and they go off and get all stupid and i have a right not to like someone. and i didnt. and all of a sudden people have a problem with it? they started it. and it sounds childish but its a valid statement. i mean who just takes that crap? anyways. i just know if my daughter was pissed off at me and hated me.. i wouldnt let my pride get in the way. i would do anything. cuz to me i think she'd be worth it. but maybe its possible to think otherwise. i mean if i knew she was getting married.. geez. and if i knew how psychotic i was.. and i defintely wouldnt be doing things to tick her off more. like saying she cant see her cousins.