Hi all. so write in this again i am. sam i am? am i sam? no. but i watched i am sam. not recently but still, good movie.

What is miffed? am I a "miff" if Im "miffed"? MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM-mif!

so I love my brett. he is the jelly in my donut and the sub in my marine... he puts the er in jenifer. I miss him like a sheep misses the7th tuesday of july.

well... whats been going on? I have been so icky feeling lately. And then out of nowhere I get these laugh attacks. Its annoying really. I have been writing in the notebook every single night. Sometimes I forget that I dont I write certain stuff in here because I already wrote about it in the notebook. But yeah in 6 days I am going to start work at this computer company. DAve from church got me the job. Its not that many hours but thats ok cuz its my first job and I'll still have time for homework and stuff. I have been playing drums to get better for worship team. ANd I might join SALT. But if I do that, I wont be able to go into intigrate until next year. kinda. But I think I will miss Uturn. so I think I might just do SALT. My license came in the mail today. I look awful. dereks computer works again. we sent a couple emails back and fourth about whats going on lately and stuff and now he has aim again so we talked last night. that was cool. He's going to college in 2 weeks its crazy. My aunt got a tattoo. Thats even crazier. I have the option to get a nike or a computer I know the obvious answer would be computer espcially because this computer is so incredibly stupid. But I have wanted abike for soooo long. I used to bmx alot with my friends and I used my brothers bike but it got ran over or something. I actually cant remember what happened to it but i think it got ran over. And my job is right next to the sports complex and I can ride there and learn more stuff. Ski Buena was cool. Didnt go in the water that much because I AM ON MY PERIOD and i dont care if u are a boy reading this. cuz it was so annoying having everyone ask me why i wasnt going in the water and Id tell the girls and theyd understand and Id tell the boys I was sick and they got all stupid saying that I was being a poor sport and stuff.. and then josh came up and said "im going to hit you" and took a licorice and started wacking the heck out of my arm. ANd i said stop and he kept doing it so I threw my water bottle at him... this is what pms does to a girl. And then he stoped and he asked me why i wasnt going in the water andI said something and I think I scarred him for life. But he asked for it. But gosh whenever I am around him he always hits me. I swear he is going to be a wife beater. But it was still fun. I went tubing. always fun. Hung out with PDK alot. I love PDK he's great. And kelly is cool. SHe told me I should get a hair cut like this... ok the back would be really short, almost spikey and the front will be he same length it is no. long and it wont blend together like most of the haircuts like that do.. its will be long and short and i will dye it black with blue tint and greeen streeks... what do u all think? KAtie said "its so jeni" and donivan said "do it now, cuz it will look weird when ur older" and lots of people like it. Sal said no. andres said no. my mom is iffy. elaine is a yes. PM said definately. But I dont know.... Cuz dreds was my first choice, but they are so dirty and gross. and I know I am both but why advertise it? Its so late. I should go to sleep.

I love brett. I miss him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..... etc etc etc..... oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (and so on and so on.....) oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much much much-o grande!

goodnight guys and dolls.... dream sweetly....