well basically long day. geez. i only got about 2-3 lovely hours of sleep last night. i dont know why im so stupid and stay up till 4 knowing i have to be up at 7:30ish. I didnt actually fall asleep until 5ish. beh. picked up the cuzins and we headed to the expo in anehiem. everything was peachy we were making perfect time. had my "trusty" mp quest directions, everything was cool. until we got lost lol. it took us 2 and a half hours to get there simply because every time we were going the right way something stupid happened and we got crazy lost. plus the directions according to native anahiemierens.... were bs. so we get there and we look around. wasnt that great but i got a lot of business cards and magazines. entered a lot of contests and stuff and we saw a fashion show but it sucked. only like 7 dresses, all strapless except 2 and those were ugly and gross. it was very disappointing. but i enjoyed hanging out with my cousins. we didnt make it in time for the cake dive and we missed the door prizes because they dont like announce these things but its ok. i got a lot of ideas. so i dropped the girls off at my moms and my grandma was there so i hung out a little. they left and i hung out with my mom and manuel and jason kinda ish. we went to best buy to get a movie and then we talked a little more and i went home. it was nice. i just feel weird sometimes. i dunno when to take what shes saying and when to fight it. but it was okay and we left okay. so ive been waiting for sals wedding invitation and it never came. sent him my address like he said. today i called him and he said hewasnt going to mail it he;'ll just give it to me. but why did he ask for the address in the first place? anyways. i realized that the 7th is on a saturday, and tim works on saturday and i told sal i cant go if tim doesnt go so. i didnt think we were going. cuz without an invitation i didnt know when it was i was thinking boat... evening? cuz thats more romantic. but apparently its in the afternoon. tim could have ade it if it was like at 4ish but 12? i mean this could have been avoided months ago had i recieved an invitation. but its ok i guess. i mean after the "dont get me a cheap gift" call i felt a little offended and like screw it.. but its sal and just because he's getting married doesnt make him less of.. well. himself. so i will just suck it up... i thought about it and maybe i can bring my cousin or something. i'm just definately not going alone. sheryl mozioti still hasnt called me. its been a few days. its weird. maybe i should leave another message? but i dont want to be like a stalker or something. be happy. cmon lets go get it on. be happy, everybody elts go have some fun. wedding planning is hard. times a bajillion. to be continued..