BAH!
that stupid place told me I had a job dammit. and they said theyd call in 2-3 days after figuring out all the "details of the job" or whatever. but its been over a week and those sonsabitches havent called me. heh. well its true. Im calling them tomorrow and Im just going to tell them to stuff it. or something slightly less ridiculous.
speaking of people who can stuff it. I decided. its been a long and.. well actually I havent put too much thought into it lately being sick and all but I decided.. I am calling jason tomorrow.. today. i wasnt sure. going back and forth about it but then i realized.. his myspace thingy says "sometimes foolish" and I know its about me. like he was foolish for being with me. with me? what? no. I was the foolish one. and the fact that he even has that up there at all for people to question who i am and why he would say that. and its just a conversation starter about the whole situation for all his friends who I cant tell my side to. so it must be nice for him. to look all innocent and hurt in their eyes but in reality... he's just horrible and im sick of these stupid guys being praised for the "nice guys" they arent. boo. thats all.
timmy is great. the other day i was upset cuz i just felt like maybe he wasnt into the engagement.. kind of like before. just going thru the motions. i ended the subject and left mad. i thought he would pretend nothing happened and not bring it up but he did and we talked about it alot and he was just not sure how we'd pay for it and such but then he decided to just take out a little more of a loan than the apartment would cost cuz it wouldnt make it that much more a month and then we dont have to spend it all at once. And I know he wants to be married too. I can see the difference when we talk about it. just scares me sometimes. dun dun dun.
We found the cutest apartment in canyon country. which is hard to come by if you know canyon country. bleck. but yeah, so it has 2 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, a fireplace, closed in porch (for jeffy), cute spiral stairs, a 2 car garage that connects to the kitchen, and a loft! thats like everything we need and wanted. and moore. oh and the bathroom is awesome and HUGE. so we're going to look at it on friday. hopefully we can get it before someone else finds it.. its like a really great deal. most places like that cost a lot more.
do do do. I decided I cant make pork chops :(
i have to pee.
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so i kinda made the whole jason issue way bigger than it needed to be. I mean. I called and asked and he said ok right away. kinda in a 'holier than thou' sort of way but hey.. Im not complaining. (well i guess i kinda am but shh dont tell yourself) its getting paid for and its not by me... and thats what matters so im not going to make a deal out of it. Altho it does piss me off because its like he gets to come out like this great person for a stupid nonsense mistake. but whatever. if thats what he needs to get to sleep at night. awesome. His tone is soo.. i just want to shake him. like he thinks he's better than everyone.. I guess a guy's gotta compensate right? ha I'm hilarious. I mean I don't think he is a bad person or anything. I just think he's ridiculous. almost or close to the most ridiculous person i know of. and thats ridiculous. But yeah, glad thats over with.
I'm glad thats over. I mean. It was nice at the time... but if I think about it.. we'd kill each other. with knives. and thats gross. Its times like these I'm glad me and tim get along so well.
I called that stupid place. And got a bunch of answering machines. i left a message. the other day i talked to the lady who set up the interview and she said she'd call me back whether she got a hold of the guy or not.. did she? nooo. what is up with these people? Ive still been looking for other options anyways cuz even if i did have that job I'd want another one. but it was a more lax search like i didnt need to, just wanted to.. now i need to again. i hate it.
crap. I accidently told him half the amount.. idk if I should call him back or just send the bill.. with a note? yeah. something like that. i dont really feel like talking to him again. it was to say the least.. AWAKWARD!
Im gonna take a shower.
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