tim.. is a HUGE coward. I hate saying awful things about him. cuz i love him but you know what? Thats not getting me anywhere. screw loving him. Im always going to love him but why express it anymore? no more from now on. and o more crying. he can go and get himself some hoe girlfriend who will have sex with him and not care that he is boring and a slob and then wait around for NOTHING after years and years only to realize she doesnt mean anything to him. he cant even break up right... what the heck? He is just one big disappointment after another. He's going to realize sooner or later that cowardlyness is NOT sexy. that girls are all the same and that sometimes you have to fight for the person you love.. but he cant even fight for himself. I cant believe i fought for him. i love him. but i hate him too. but its ok. he can be a jerk. a slefhish jerk forever. Im going to find someone amazing. or maybe he's already here. And he's going to respect me for once. and love me for me. and he'll actually be a christian. i hope he uses the bag i gave him.