Listening to: I\'m chewing gum
Feeling: addicted
So I just remembered something.. my doctor's appointment that theyve canceled like 3 times already... more than a week ago they said they wanted to reschedule for another week.. and i stillhave yet to see a doctor. grrr. they said everything was fine but they just wanted to follow up on things.... maybe everything is not fine and they are avoiding me because im gonna die and they cant do anything to save me.. and they know it! maybe not. that reminds me.. i still need to get my wisdom teeth pulled ouchie.
So the delta is in a week and i havent paid the total amount. i didnt want to go anyways but my mom wanted me to... but it looks like its not gonna happen anyways. and i could use the money towards more important things anyways. like a cell phone. or a car. i need a car. oi. im such a loser. after my drum lesson today talya is coming over to hang out.. but then! i just need to get a job.. oh... and do that stupid test already at coc.
i saw bewitched last night hehe good movie. way better than i expected.
my drum lesson was cancelled and then talya was supposed to come over today but she forgot she had other plans. so here i am.. bored stiff.
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still bored...
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yeah so i clicked on something and now i can barely see what im writing cuz its all small.. too small. so sorry for the errors in advance....
so sean decided to come see me today outta nowhere. its friday and he has to work tomorrow but he came anyways. hee. we got ice cream at cold stone and we were gonna see bewitched but it was too late when we got there. so we went to the park until just now.. its almost 2. my brother told me to be home "when mom would want me to be home" and he isnt even here. how very homosexual of him. but sean needed to leave early anyways. i wonder where my brother is.. he's probably with his sean. i feel kinda bad.. he wanted us to hang out with him and he was rejected. lol. no.. but i just didnt wanna hang out with sean and my brother. not yet anyways. cuz jason can be a buttface sometimes.. to the boys i like. so we'll give it a while. when we went to the park some people were setting off fireworks and such in the parking lot.. that was coooool. yeah so sean kissed me tonight and i started shaking.. it freaked me out lol. no it was just weird. i thought maybe it was like when youre just in a weird position and your body just shakes cuz its dumb.. but i moved and he kissed me again and i did it again.. huh. i am sooo weird.. all sorts of things happen to me.. hmm that sounds funny. but yeah i dont think its normal.. cuz i mean i know when im nervous my ears fill with pressure and my head feels all light and fluffy.. and alot of times i make weird noises and get all jittery... isnt that hot? lol. but yeah shaking is new. haha. not bad tho. nope nope. i rather enoy the feeling i get when all this nonsense is going on. quite nice actually.. :p and as an added bonus.. i probably look like a freak! woo! anywho.. um.. sean is cute. when we were going to the park sean said he wanted to give his son a mohawk and i said i wanted to give my daughter one and he was like "lets do it!" without thinking lol. i thought that was amusing. so i talked to jonathan and i think im still going on Delta... which means in a little over a week I'll be gone from the 18th to the 22nd.. and then a week later sean is going on tour for a week. bleh. i miss him.. heh he just left. and i miss him. nice. i dont think this is healthy. i really dont. i should probably stop typing.
well. in conclusion.. have a happy happy happy happy day.
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Vannessa