if muse, motion city soundtrack and mayday parade had a baby... it would be the most amazing band baby ever born... Choli was on the table again. I went to get her down and one of her claws dug into my cuticle. OUCH! I am getting really really good at making smoothies! YUM! This one has about a cup and a half of frozen strawberries and mango chunks, 3 HUGE scoops of strawberry sorbet, and a few diced strawberries. and a little bit of water to get things going. so strawberry-y. I wish I had a job. I wish I was smart enough to invent something. I wish not having a job didn't depress me so much. I wish depression didn't make me so... BLAH feeling. But I guess that's its job... heh even depression has a job.. how ironic! I need to find someone to pet sit. I said hi to nick but he didn't reply. maybe he doesn't like me anymore. and maybe he's busy.. with a job. hmmm. i was in the kitchen making that smoothie and my left hand started hurting like crazy.. out of nowhere.. like right under my pinky to my wrist.. the hole side of my palm feels like someone is stabbing it repeatedly. it stops for a while if I'm not really using it.. but when i do.. BAM! hurtness. :[ arthritis???