The title is for Tim. An orange peanut?! For me????????????

So we are all moved out of my moms finally. We moved in here on the 10th and things are still in boxes. We have so much STUFF. I feel like a hoarder but I swear we got rid of at least HALF of it before moving out of our condo. Its insane. Most of it is kitchen crap and tools though so its not like its antique bunny heads or beanie babies... My aunt mercy is an actual hoarder. she wont let anyone in her house but my uncle Joel. Tim says at least with all this moving we are weeding out all our junk and getting better at organizing. We also know now what we need and don't need to take out of boxes right away. The more we move the easier it gets.

The place we are in now is ok. Its 2 bedroom 2 bath. Has a private balcony and a garage. I like it mostly except the train is kind of loud. Thats really the only thing I don't like. But it's really close to the freeway which is perfect for tim since he carpools. And we got new carpet and a gas stove... that was huge! I HATE electric stoves and almost all aprtments we looked at have electric even the more expensive 1 bedrooms in valencia...

We were planning to go to visalia for new years and hang out with the guys but i think we might go to Tehachapi for my grandpa's birthday instead. Those guys just dont know how to make plans. we feel like we're bothering them trying to plan something.. we ask what they want to do or if they have any sort of idea and they're like... i'm down for whatever. ok. well. but. We dont live there. Like at least tell us where to meet up... who's house are we driving to? nothing. Plus i'm really excited to give my grandpa his present. i hope he likes it. My grandma says he will. She says hes been trying to go to the computer but doesnt last there very long because his back hurts. I just want him to have something awesome and be excited for a gift for once.

My mom is annoying. I think i already wrote about it.. but she thinks it was her idea. it was not. at all. I had the idea 3 years ago and have been mentioning it every year since and i've been searching for good deals and couldnt find anything. When she mentioned how SHE wanted to get it i was like... wow. ok. well thanks a lot jerk. and she asks if i want to pay for half. and i was like fine. i was pissed but i let it go. i just shot tim a look like 'wtf' and he looked at me like 'i know right'. Then black friday comes and we see a good one for half off but probably more than she wanted to spend.. she was looking for a used or crappy one but this was the best and it was half off. and i was going to call her and ask if she wanted to go half but everything was weird because of the crap with jason. so i decided to wait. but things never got better they just kept getting worse. so there was never a time and eventually tim and i decided not to include them. then she sees me showing my grandma and freaks out. saying i took her idea and she couldnt believe it. We got into a huge fight and i told her how shes got it backwards and she finally stopped bothering me about it. of course when she finally said sorry and she didnt think i was being mean by getting it she didnt explain that to my grandma who heard her freak out. so my grandma just thinks i am a jerk. well maybe not i just called her a little bit ago to make plans and she seemed ok but still sometimes i think she just thinks im completely nuts with all these jerks whispering in her ears.

Speaking of jerks... I don't feel like writing an epic rant about my brother and what an utter and complete asshole he is.. but i will say this. THE WORD IS TAUT. NOT TAUNT. When you tell me that you put up a tarp on the leaking roof and pulled it TAUNT I want to strangle you with your own intestines. I am not a grammer nazi I mean just look at my entries.. I never capitalize and use made up words all the time. But this is not the first time he has said this word incorrectly. He says it often and multiple times in his explainations almost like he thinks it is an impressive word. Saying it with ridiculously accurate pronounciation so that there is no doubt in your mind that the word coming out of his mouth has an N in it. I corrected him 1 time like 6 months ago when he was explaining something I already knew to me (which is like almost every interaction we have - he even explained tubeplus to me when i was the one who showed him.. um.. thanks but go away) and it just did not register. He heard me because he said something flippant about how he doesn't care. But he does because the next time he used the word immediately after being corrected, he used it correctly. But his brain is just to dumb to retain the fact I guess. I just think for someone who uses the word SO freaking often he should KNOW what the heck it means. He's always going on about how smart he is and how great his vocabulary is compared to other people but OH MY GOD it is a 4 letter word, it is not impressive... children know the difference between taut and taunt. And if all of a sudden due to your complete idiocy the tarp just couldn't take it anymore and the universe decided now would be the perfect time for tarps to sprout vocal chords and mouths and it DID taunt you... It would no doubt be to give you the verbal ass beating of a life time explaining the effing difference between these 2 completely different words.

ANYWAYS. That is not why we decided to stop talking to them.. just had to get it off my chest. haha.

We're so relieved to be out of there. I told Tim a week after living there that if I ever suggest it to save some money again to just punch me right in the face. He said ok. haha not really but he agreed we will never move in with them again. Sure it was only about a month and a half if that but it was a month and a half too long. I should have known considering how we left things the last time we were there for the 2 months before moving to Bakersfield for 5 months. uhg moving... we've moved like 4 times in the last 6 months. O.o

When we were picking up the last of our stuff Tim kept walking through the house like 10 times... i told him i think we got everything but he said "I just dont want them to have a single thing of ours"... as he handed me the shower head we bought for the front bathroom. haha. My mom wonders why Tim doesn't feel comfortable saying more than 1 word sentences to her... for starters she treats his wife life crap. He has his own opinions. No one tells him how to feel. It was him that didn't accept Jason's bullshit apology. It was him that took the shower head and it was him who told me he supports whatever decision i make regarding talking to them again or not. Although he doesn't want us to have anything to do with my brother ever again he was willing to give my mom yet another try but I told him I thought things could change but i realize more and more each time how much they wont - and this time the realization was greater than all the rest combined. They do not get it, they do not want to get it. He agreed. He said it was just too late and they were too set in their ways. He said it better but he basically thinks Jason is a control freak and my mom is an enabler. He takes what i feel or think in my head but cannot articulate or express and puts it into words.

Its the 21st and it still doesnt feel like Christmas. Even with our plastic little charlie brown christmas tree and presents from Tim's mom and aunts. This place is great but its like anti decoraty. Theres nowhere to put up stockings. Literally nowhere unless we just randomly nail them to a wall. And our couches are too big for the living room so the configuration they are currently in is all wrong and makes the room all weird.

I kind of want to get one of those video to dvd recorders. I can hook it up to my mac and add menus and stuff. But they're expensive. I'm thinking next year for christmas for grandma and grandpa. I think I could make money turning other peoples movies into dvds too. Just yesterday there was a lady on the scv site asking for someone to do that. a person. probably because Costco is expensive. no one said a person just companies. she probably already knew about those.

I'm HUNGRY. bye.