Horray!
I'm on my period.. which means.. no period when Im on vacation. woot. thats the last thing I need. to be crabby around Tim's brother. Woot. wooten.
I have to pay my ticket by monday :/ I dont have enough yet. BUt I babysit next week a couple times. so hopefully I get enough to pay that ticket before i go to colorado. then i can concentrate on paying back my mom.. and then finally start saving. uhg. i ate this. i want to just get this all out of the way. i just want to be in school again. and not screw that up like i always do... :/ it'll be different. things are better now. I can focus more. I have alone time whether i like it or not and i think i have screwed myself when it comes to school so much that i will do anything to fix it if gven another chance..
I've been giving timmy such a hard time about the girl crap.. I've also been pmsing, but still. i dont like being angry and suspicious at him, i just cant help it sometimes. but i love him.
Im going to work so hard to find a job tomorrow. ANYTHING if i have to. i would like a certain type but just because i have one thing doesnt mean i cant keep looking. and i need to.
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