So its happening again. kicked out again. well. this time it was actually more of a mutual thing. my mother is pure evil. and she's rubbing off on my brother. manuel is the only one in that house that isnt completely deranged. So Im going to try and get out on my own. I hope hope hope that I get that job at best buy and that it pays good. cuz i neeeed it. I know even if i do get the job, it will take 3 weeks just to be able to get my own place. cuz i need 3 pay stubbies. I wanted to the church for help, but i called PDK first to see if it was even possible. he didnt exactly say they couldnt, but he didnt really say they could either. so i dunno. I have to talk to pastor zack. I just dont know what my other options are. So im trying to figure out how much i would need and stuff. its kinda alot. I had school today. but i didnt go. some gay film on jamaica. bleh. anyways..