| well things are better than yesterday. alot better actually. im so dumb tho. i was mad all day and i see tim and i cant be mad at him for more than like 5 minutes without wanting to just shut up and get over it. but oh what a horrible 5 minutes it was. ok so it was more like 15 minutes of mad and sad. and then we just talked kinda. kinda. and held each other. so yeah. i mean, im still kinda i dunno. who cares. it kinda doesnt matter now. like, we already had our making up time. so why drag out other stuff? but, i keep thinking up things that i didnt say and its buggin me like whoa. I moved half my stuff to my moms. all i need to do now is pack my computer, drums, dvd player and a few other small things into my car. and then im all moved. oi. being over there.. i dunno. im scared its gonna be really stupid. but no. its going to be for the best. i completely forgot to go to school yesterday. lol im a retard. thats ok tho. i think. its not like im crazy behind or anything. should probably try not to miss it for a while tho. uhg. and my math test grade hasnt been sent back to me yet. and its been a week and im nervous. what if i sucked and what if the tests just keep getting harder? well, thats usually how it goes.. and what if i really suck on those tooo and then i am screwed? bleh. brett sent me a message on mysapce saying he emailed me.. he emailed me that he is leaving soon and he wants to see me. well, in case you read this... no. and im not replying to any of your emails either. so dont bother. i mean if i saw him at chuch or something i would say hi and bye or whatever but i dont even go to church right now. i mean, he isnt even going to the army. its the reserves. my brother was gone 4 years and he's acting like its the same. why doesnt he spend his last day with that red haired chick he's inlove with. sheesh. I saw this mysapce post from hawthornes heights about a contest.. and it said to text them with the answer to "where in ohio are we froM?" and i got it right.. and i got nothing. jerkfaces. but i still love them... |
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