hi tired. so 2 weeks off was nice. and sucky at the same time. i liked sleeping in. but i felt like i could have gotten a lot more done. i have been searching. and searching. for thee wedding dress i want. and i can not find it. there are sooo many ugly dresses its hard to believe people actually get married with such agross selection. today i was talking to lisa about it and she told me to look at her wedding pictures and see if i like her dress and if i did, i could wear it. i was really excited cuz from what she said, it sounded exactly how i wanted it. corset-y top and very puffy. well. i guess i didnt clarify that i wanted a puffy skirt.. cuz here drress was definetly puffy.. in the shoulders. hmm. it wasnt ugly. it just want me. it was very cindarella-y. which is awesome but not what im looking for. the funny thing is.. she said she had the shoulder taken in cuz they were overkill.. what?? in the pictures they were HUGE... but yeah. sucks. on a happier note.. im getting sick. ok so ilied. it isnt happy but i would prefer being sick to this never ending search. my throat hurts and this morning i felt like i was going to cough up my butt. but i didnt so thats good news. jefrie is finding it amusing to hump things.. like my foot. timmys leg. lol. just once. really freaked him out. he's getting crazy. he also has a new habit of jumping on furniture.. its cute cuz he wants to be nearer to us, but kinda annoying cuz its almost summer and he's shedding. so on top of invisible hair flying around 24/7, i have to brush him like a bajillion times or he'll get a hairball. my 3rd class started. javascript. its ok so far. actually. its kinda hard. i dnt really like it cuz i dont know if im doing anything the right way. like in my web development class i know if i do something right because i can se other peoples webpages and kinda use it as a guide if im stuck.. o well. heather went to italy for easter. i read about it in her news letter. she put pictures in her blog. not alot, but it was so cool. the buildings are soo beautiful and theres inspiration for a picture everywhere. i wanna go. american idol on tonight and gilmore girls. o man.. can it get any better?? i think not. i think not. set me free why dontcha babe. get out my life why dontcha babe. cuz u dont really love me. u just keep me hangin on. yeah, blakes performance was hott... that is all.