AAHH! Everything in moderation right? well. not for me. Obsession is more like it. I can't seem to just enjoy something for a normal amount of time. I get so fixated on things. And I wish those things were something useful like the cure for breast cancer or how to end world hunger.. but no.. for now its just playing video games until my eyes feel like jello oozing down my face. ew. No really though. I started playing at.. 12ish. I took some breaks. about an hour - 2 hours talking to brian before he left and such. But Its 11am. So that's pretty like 10 hours. Its safe to say at least 8 hours and my fingers feel like someone slammed them in a car door. Why do i do this to myself? I wanted to go to bed. I wanted to get up early. But everyone left. and I sat down considering sleep.. and I realized it would be a wasted effort anyways. So. I kept playing. "Until I get to the next rank" and then I'll stop. 3 or something ranks later... lol. yeah so. I could go to sleep now. My eyes would appreciate that a whole lot. But.. then i would sleep until dinner time and be groggy the rest of the night. SO. I'm gonna force myself to stay up. This will NOT be a wasted day. nope. I'mma be productive dammit. Lets see.. how bout a list...

look for a job

work out

laundry

clean porch

get a newspaper

christmas shopping

mail christmas cards

figure out if insurance is going to cover the tests

watch Dexter

read my book

make dinner

clip Choli and Jefri's nails

work on my website

there. I shall start by doing laundry and working out to wake up.