So another business venture. not that the clothing one didn't work out. but its just not the time right now.. soon though. preparation takes a while. and I'd like to know more about everything before jumping into something. not that I'm completely ignorant.. yes, once again.. a new idea. new chance for rejection. but whatever. I've gotten pretty used to it by now. and it really doesn't affect me so much anymore... but nothing ventured, nothing gained. so try try try again... right? might as well.. nothing else to do with my time... i think I'll bake a cake today... i sent my resume and filled out an application for Activision. I really hope it works out. how cool would that be? i think my "why do you want this job" portion was actually pretty good.. better than i usually do with those types of questions. i dunno. Tim seemed to like it. quality assurance for a publishing company is a great way to get your foot in the gaming industry. not really sure what jobs would come from it. but i do like the idea of UI (user interface) design for video games and such. its similar to web design. Tim said i could get free stuff.. i dunno about that but he said I might go to that big conference thing.. or whatever its called where they have all the games that are going to come out.. or something. That would be cool. i had a weird dream last night. i was back in October when me and Tim were broken up. only i wasn't going out with that Jason guy, i was with Edward from Twilight lol. and i lost his phone number so i couldn't call him. it was strange... and then there was this festival thing.. and the cast of Gilmore girls was there setting up. and they did this weird dance.. and Luke knocked over a pillar and ruined the whole thing. and then one of the twilight vampires came and told me to meet Edward somewhere but then i woke up.