BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! HA.
omg Im hilarious. I crack myself up with a hammer.. I should get a gold medal for my vitory :)
I am having so much fun.
Who said you need to go to school and such to be a detective? Because seriously.. no experience or previous training here... and I must say.. i am pretty darn good at it.. :] yay for me. I wasnt even trying.. i guess it comes naturally. not to brag or anything.. but just how awesome am i?
ok. okkk...
sometimes I take things too far...
lol... but you have to admit.. sometimes comedy triumphs a guilty conscious. and I cant just break the rules.
i feel kinda bad. but oh so good. i needed this. yes yes indeed....
one small step for jeni.. one giant leap for all girls victimized by "nice guys" everywhere... jerks.
jason said he cant picture me yelling ever.. well. I told him i can and im fierce. But honestly.. yelling isnt my strong suit.. more like talking your head off or even that whole guilt trip thing which isnt good either or just silent treatment but.. but you know what? i found when someone makes a fool out of you.. that making them look like a joke works quite nicely too.. revenge is sweet.
I feel like this was a HUGE breakthru for me. seriously i think he sucks for leading a BUNCH of girls on all at the same time.. just to hook up and be an idiot.. but whatever. he can do what he wants. I was so worried but honestly.. I dont care. I dont even care that he ran to stephanie as soon as we broke up. 3 days after my birthday. arsehole. But thats ok.
i dont feel too bad. i mean. he's been a jerk. he deserves it. if i dont get respect.. i dont give respect. simple as pie.
I feel like this did the trick and I can move to the next phase of getting over this nonsense. I dunno exactly how many phases there are but im guessing not too many.. like the first one is like i want you back phase.. second was denial phase. third was like depression phase and then anger phase (which i think i just passed.) and now im in the ef you phase. which is pretty much the end. awesome.
lol hasslehof.
omg i kill.
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lol and i think its really ridiculous what he said to me.
"see like i said. i cant have friends"
what am i supposed to say to that? lol. first of all i dont care what he does now.. its not my problem anymore.
but what am i supposed to say? "oh im sorry i didnt let you date or talk to girls you wanted to sleep with while we were engaged.. g i sure suck"... gosh. those arent friends like bea or whoever. those are girls he's slept with or wants to.. he's such an idiot. he cant even see a difference. he's just pissed off because he had to commit.. but thats not my fault. if he didnt want it the whole time, he should have ended it. I WISH HE ENDED IT.
i really held him in higher respect than this.. until today. well all week and last week I've been losing respect for him but now.. thers like nothing.. at all. he is a bastard of a person and i wish i never met him.
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