[1564] If Only

I would like to sleep. but I know it'll be like last night.. I tried to sleep for hours and ended up getting up for good at 5am. So I'm not even going to bother. On the bright side, I am getting a lot done. I cleaned the kitchen. i mopped the floor. i cleaned Jefri's cage and organized that stuff. I picked up the living room. i looked for shoes. i even organized our coupons.. lol. I'm kinda bored. grr.

hmph.

So hungry. I shouldn't eat. It'll keep me up longer.. but I guess that doesn't matter when I already decided I'm not going to sleep. Sleep is overrated anyways.

I picked up my report cards from my moms house today. She left them on the porch. The inside door was open and i could hear the tv. I hope no one noticed me. I read them on the way home. dang I forgot so much. I knew i had bad grades.. that wasn't the surprising part. it was like the things I said to teachers.. haha.. like one time i wanted my friend to go with me to detention. and the teacher said no, we're testing or something. and I was like "that's stupid" and left. Bahahaha. I think its hilarious.. idk why. Anyways. It actually is kinda interesting. Are people with AS insightful? Are they funny? Are they obnoxious? Some of the things I thought about AS don't exactly match my personality. But then again... i read that book Asperger's and Girls and everyone is different. and Idk why I keep thinking having AS makes you stupid.. because throughout the book when an aspie said something smart I would be all surprised. But they aren't stupid.. I kinda lack common sense sometimes. I could be smart if the world was like OFL all the time. grr.

lol me and gio went into an xbox live chat room the other day and this crazy girl was trying to get everyone to feel sorry for her because her husband died. something didn't seem right. and i was right. she pm'ed gio and told him that SHE killed him because if she didn't shot him, he would shoot her! WTF! yeah.. so i told everyone in the room she was a liar. cuz i only speak the truth. i only speak the TRUTH! I ONLY SPEAK THE TRUTH! Chumba Chumbaa. hey Chumba CHumba!... anyways...

I reeeeeeeeeeeally wanna move. I want one of those pretty houses in Colorado that we looked at. So big. So pretty. So... far away from here. grr. its not like I reeeally have any friends to hold me back. Family but they already live far. And we'd see Tim's family all the time. I could ride the mini bike all the time! Even if it was a jerk and fell in a ditch. grr. Its ok. I forgive it.

Where the heck is my period? It should be here by now... O.o

So yeah. I have to pee.

p.s.

I love Timmy Bear :}

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