Listening to: Sara Bareilles- Bottle It Up
Aren't You. It Gets Harder To Bloom In A Garden Of LOVE.
So we've been looking for a place for about 6 months now. We put offers on about 6 and 2 accepted. The first one we changed our minds. The second one is taking place right now and altho its better because of the location... we feel like we're settling. Our loan person told us we need to hurry because they are changing things and she wont be able to get us as good a loan in like a week. Which we thought was kind of weird.. So today Tim was just talking to his service adviser about it and he mentioned a friend of his who does loan stuff. So Tim called him and the guy said he could get us a FHA loan which would be way better than the loan we were going to get with our loan person now. Which is weird because.. it just seems like she's trying to get more money out of us. Either the loans are changing just for her company or she lied to make a bigger profit. I had a weird feeling about her though. Tim is usually a really good judge of character and I think the guy he talked to is going to be way better for us. His service adviser says he is just really straightforward and a good guy and since he owns the lending company, he wont attach any fees to make a profit. We were getting pretty scared for a while thinking we were going to be stuck with this place we're waiting for, even tho it is nice and its closer, we'd both rather have one of the 2 story townhomes that are in the same complex. Like I said before, they feel more open and homey. Our apartment right now feels bigger than the condo we'd be buying because we have high ceilings and the other one doesn't. So I think we're definitely going to go with this new guy because that way we can take our time and not rush. I think we're going to find something soon tho. Like this month or next at the most.
But yeah, now I am looking for a job in Moorpark since anything we get is going to probably be in Moorpark.. it's just so much closer and a nice area. Hard to come by. Oxnard is pretty close to TO but it's also pretty crappy. Sorry all you Oxnards our there.. nothing against it.. we actually really liked it.. until we saw Moorpark. So I was looking for a job in Moorpark when we were still looking all over, and there we're TONS of jobs but we werent sure if I should pursue them because we didn't know where we'd end up.. now that we know for sure.. I am looking again and theres barely any. its like they all got snatched up when i wasnt looking and there are no new jobs available. I look on craigslist because thats the only site in my experience that actually produces results.. and usually there have been at least a handful of new jobs a day.. but since last week.. theres like 1 or 2 new jobs.. sometimes none at all. and most of them aren't even things I can apply to anyways. BAH.
We went to Salphnie's baby shower. I was dreading it but it actually wasn't that bad at all. We got there half way through and stayed till a little after it ended. Stephnie was really nice.. it seemed like she made more of an effort to talk to us so that was nice. Mike and Laura got engaged so that's cool. The people who we're hosting we're so cute and they had the cutest baby. They invited us to be apart of their halo 3 Thursday nights which was unexpected but awesome because we love love love halo 3. The only gay part was Becca lol. She is so ridiculous. First of all, idk why she has a problem with me.. I'm the one who doesn't really care for her.. But when i saw her I said "Hey Becca" and she acted like she didn't hear me but whatever I'm actually glad because otherwise I'd have had to talk to her. ew. There was a game where you aska question and the person to your right answers it. So when she was answering her question, her mother was staring at me like i was the devil. i didnt even notice at first and then i see this scary woman with a rat tail hairdo looking at me. i do the double take.. only i do it like 3 times and she is still staring right at me.. the woman has issues. I gave her a nice raise of the eyebrow like wtf? and I must be a magnet for babies because Becca's kid kept coming over to me. she would let him go all over the place but if he got near me.. she'd be like "JACOB! get over here!" lol. And how she talked to him was so awkward. Everyone I know with babies talks to their baby in the oh so popular baby voice.. Not Becca.. she talked to him more like.. Martha Stewart. lol. and if you know how Martha Stewart sounds you can imagine how awkward it was to watch. Although I think even Martha herself has a baby voice. And at the end she tells Sal how mike (her arrogant husband)wanted to put a jaw breaker in the microwave so it explodes in Sal's mouth or something.. and he wasn't even there when mike said it.. its just funny how some things never change.. I know everyone used to talk about Sal. He's an entertaining subject i suppose... as a teenager. But its like, grow up already.. You have a wife and a baby and you're an adult now.. act like it. For Mike and that whole group.. its like a hobby... Sal Bashing. And they know nothing else. what a sad little life they lead.
I gotsta hop in the shower and then do the homework thing. Boo.
PS. My professor is a douche bag.
AAAAAAAAAND then I am going to make this place spotless for my Timmyyyy.
PSS! New back to back episodes of The Hills on TONIGHT! :} weee. drama drama drama.
really
like too many times i have tried to tpye something and it always ended up lost and im sick of it
well i guess not it all just my lack of real sight
and thats make a big differences
mayb thats what i need but fuck it i dont want that
i just want to know
u know
and go fr there]
but yea
im mad
i type this shit that goes and then it all go beyond me and i loss and yea
something has to follow
i guess