We watched a movie today called "Speak". Only because it had Kristen Stewart in it.. I liked her before Twilight. I like watching movies of actors from when they were younger. Anyways, i really liked it. I think that must have been the movie someone saw when they suggested Kristen Stewart for Twilight because its almost the same character. kinda. She wasn't great in Twilight but I can't help liking the movie.. whatever. Anyways.. Speak wasn't what I was expecting.. and that was a good thing for once. It was a little slow but I don't mind if a movie is slow or doesn't make me laugh every 5 seconds.. as long as it has a good message or an interesting story or something I can relate to. Mainly, if I relate to something, i like it. How she could never express herself the right way after what happened. hanging out with Casey tomorrow. He didn't flake on me. I actually kinda of flaked on him it turns out. I didn't mean to. I feel really bad about it actually. If the situation was reversed I'd be pretty hurt about it but I'm glad he's giving me a second chance. I wonder where ian was today? i hope he gets a job soon.. he seems pretty stressed out about it.. i mean it is stressful. i think he got mad at me for wanting to apply at thq. but that was my plan months ago.. I think I'll wait till he gets a job until i apply there.. i have other options anyways and its not as urgent for me to find a job right now.. i feel bad for everyone who got put on call this week.. i wish i was a millionaire and they could all live in my mansion and we'd have a huge video game room and no.. there would be a pool and all the equipment owuld be water proof and we could play video games underwater! now that's a pretty cool idea.. i think we're just gonna get a pet sitter in september. easiest way to go. i wish i could take jef with me. I'm going to miss him so much.. *sigh* I'm feeling a little better today. good times.