well. i got some good news. not about Moose unfortunately but i have an interview on Tuesday for a company in Westlake Village. It sounds really nice. Its full time, laid back, big company, close to home, close to timmy's work, benefits, and i wouldn't have to be creative all day which can really burn a person out. Its to troubleshoot problems with javascript and flash :) She asked to put me on the spot and ask me a few questions and i got the 3 she wanted to ask me right so she kept going. I got 10/10. She called me a genius lol. She said she asked some other people the same questions today and they didn't get some right. I really hope I get this. With all Moose's health troubles our bank account has been taking a beating. right when we were getting back to a good place too. But now we wont have to worry so much. I feel really good about this. No more starter/family owned companies with greedy tool bags on power trips! I could probably get at least $16/hr since i was making $20 at my last job.

We got a refund for our trip. didn't expect that.

i hope all this good news isn't to set us up for really bad Moose news. I hope the good news streak includes a positive outcome for him. We've been feeding him baby food and pediatlyte today. He seems a LITTLE bit perkier. like... he looked at me when i called him a few times and when he had enough food he jumped over m leg! I haven't seen him be able to jump in at least 2 days. he's gone in and out to the porch a few times today :) yesterday he seemed lethargic and had no interest in anything but staring ahead. today he seems a little less depressed but more weak and a bigger belly. I really wish they would drain his fluid. He looks like a balloon! he's getting messier too. food all over his face because he isn't making feeding him easy and pee on his back legs because sometimes he's too lazy to walk to the litter box. sometimes i put him in but he doesn't go most of the time. i would give him a bath if i knew it wouldn't stress him out. but it does, he hates baths and stress will just make things worse. so, he can be stinky for now. My poor Moose. I love him.

well. thats all for now.

when life hands me lemons. i make beef stew.

- andy milinokis (a wise man child)