So. Where the Wild Things Are was gay. lol in the beginning of the movie there was this family that would not stop talking.. and me and timmy were getting soooo annoyed.. and then one time at the same time without even knowing it, we're both like "shut up" and they looked at us like we were crazy. lol THEY were the ones talking and they give us the dirty looks. idiots. seriously at one point i thought the mom was like translating the whole movie or something she was talking so much.

I played MW2 until 5:30 Thanksgiving eve.. and now I've been staying up late ever since. grr. I was starting to fix my sleepy pattern again. o well.

I'm hungry. Life is boring lately.

I've been telling Timmy how much I want to move. And I was telling the truth when I said it. But yesterday I don't know.. it was weird.. I got really panicky thinking about it. I don't know why because I really DO want to move. And I think it would be good for us. In a lot of ways. I don't feel like that anymore but it was really bad..

i want a job. I really wanted that last job I applied to. I haven't applied to any since. Maybe because I think they are going to call.. its been a week. uhhhhhg.

Good news! My cousin Erycka is coming out here in May to see her other cousin graduate! So she asked if she could stay with us for some of the time :) SO excited! I love Erycka and I miss her lots.. we've been talking more.. it'd be so fun to have her out here. I hope we can still go out there in February too. I hope we dont have to pay this $750... and I hope I get a job soon.. or else we probably wont be able to go.

Why is it so cold in here?

I want to go read my book by my eyes hurt :( hmph!

Its kinda annoying playing video games with boys. I forget that most boys aren't as cool as Tim. Aren't as smart. Most boys are idiots. Most boys think girls can't do anything. Most booys feel threatened when a girl beats them at anything.. and if they don't then they just make excuses. I think its funny. I like playing alone better. I do better because I can't concentrate when a bunch of people are talking to me. Not the same when they are talking to someone else and I am just in the game with them.. then i can tune them out better.. but when i have to be in a conversation and shoot things.. doesn't really work out. so i usually suck. I mean I do worse then the people i play with but still better than the rest of our team cuz the people i play with are really good. But if they ever get less than me then its "Oh g's I am doing worse then Jeni" psh. even if they do worse 3 or 4 games in a row... its never.. Jeni is better than me or just as good.. just "dang I must suck because a girl beat me". assholes. Its not like I think I am better when I beat a boy. Because most of the time they suck balls. Its like when I was dating Brett and he was into break dancing, comic books and video games.. and he would start to talk about them and then be like "sorry nvm I know you don't want to hear this stuff" psh why not? cuz i am a girl? I hate when I am listening to what a guy is saying and for no reason at all he just stops and assumes I am bored.. when I haven't given him any reason to think that. I liked video games since I was a kid. I have a brother.. I'm a tom boy. I wanted to learn how to break dance before i even met brett. and I might not have red comic books, but i was interested. Guys need to give girls some credit.. we're not all a bunch of make up obsessed shopoholics that can't tear themselves away from a mirror. uhg.