so work is awesome. its such a change from how my life was recently... at home all day long.. and the most interaction i got from people was when Tim got home, playing games with George and Jeff, and if I went to a store or something. it sucked. but now... i have lunch with someone new everyday. i meet another person everyday and yeah, sometimes that person is really creepy... but that's to be expected considering where i work. but the its cool meeting the non creeps. and i was so worried that it was one of those places where the girls don't talk to each other and their all caddy and stupid and hostile. nope. they're just as cool. i met 2 and Britney is on my team and she's hilarious. and my team well.. for the most part i like my team. but there is this one guy who is one of those creeps i was talking about. its weird how he didn't seem creepy the first day. in fact i went to lunch with him and this other guy. and it wasn't bad. but the next day.... he got creepy. and i dunno. for some reason he seemed to think that i was his new best friend and we would just be going to lunch together everyday. uhm. awkward. no, i would have gone to lunch with anyone... and i like changing it up and meeting new people. but guys are so strange. you look their direction and they think you want all their babies. anywho....so besides that guy, and this weird guy who i really don't like and can't remember his name... its ok. the weird guy has glasses and makes you feel stupid for talking to him.. or in general and asking him a question is like stabbing yourself in the face. our team lead dude is Dante. he has tattoos all over the place and he is probably the tallest person I've ever seen in real life. no joke. he is pretty intimidating not only because of height but.. i dunno... quiet people man... they are so... quiet and its eerie really. its like... what the F*^*^ are you thinking???? and any second they could just pull out a knife and slice you into bite size pieces. no, he's cool tho. he's nice but I am still intimidated. which doesn't really make sense. but it happens. maybe its because when we first joined his team he told everyone he was a jerk and I am expecting a random switch. and it could happen at any time... maybe when I'm asking a question and then he says "oh boy" like when Tofu was explaining how he got his nickname lol. some of the people from training are on other teams. i didn't even see that one guy. dammit i can't freaking remember peoples names.. i need to fix that. yesterday i walked to mc donalds with uhm, damn forgot his name too... its something weird... like... idk... but we talked about what we do and stuff. he's an actor and a dancer. i sat and ate lunch with Tofu and Henry when we got back and after the guy i walked with came over and he showed me how to break dance. he said i was a natural. i always thought so... i just never had a good teacher. i learned so much in such a little amount of time. sweet. and his top rock isn't gay like a lot of the break dancers I've seen. no, he's unique. he's a true break dancer, unlike these posers out there. he wouldn't dance at first, he kept saying he needed to dance with someone. so i had to call him out. i actually remembered how to do a 6 step and everyone was like "ohh" and then he did some stuff and stopped so i did my elbow cartwheel dealy and almost hit tofu in the face. and he did stuff. and it was cool. and then Britney came in and i called her out and she did a handstand and fell over.. but finished with a pose. lol. someone said we should start an Activision crew haha. he said he'd teach me stuff during lunch from now on :] i like to learn new things. on the way to work i listen to french podcasts. at work... video game testing and break dancing. and at home... studying programming. woot. Tim is so amazing. I've been so tired. i haven't done really any cleaning.. at all. i think i did a load of laundry since i started working. he said that from now on he is going to get better at cleaning during the week. i told him no, he doesn't have to, I'll just clean on the weekends. but he insisted. :] cuz he loves me the mostie toasties. but I'm still going to try and clean as much as i can during the weekend so he doesn't have to. Man, I've been so tired lately. when i get home... we'll eat dinner and then either watch tv or read on the couch. before i could read for hours. now, I'll be reading and randomly fall asleep... like on Thursday and it sucked because i meant to read for an hour and then take a shower and do my hair. but i woke up at like 12:30 and went straight to bed. didn't take a shower that day... shh don't tell yourself. and at night. i remember reading till 3 or 4 in the morning. i started reading around 12:30ish. and had to stop around 1. i really crave to know what happens next but i cant stay awake long enough to find out. and reading at work isn't really an option because I'd rather be social during lunch and breaks. its going to be months before i finish if all i have are weekends. yesterday i didn't do to great bug wise... i only got 2. :[ i found more but i had to cross test them first and i couldn't finish before 4:30... when they close the database. but it wasn't a bad day.... Dante asked me to teach Tofu how to do a video capture. that felt good.... like i was trusted.. and had a little bit of authority.. idk. when we sat down someone was like "do you need me to sghow you how to do it?" and I was like "I'm showing him.." and he was like "nice..." and a look like he was impressed :] idk not to be mean to anyone. but if i had to guess just 1 person that they wouldn't bring back for another project, I'd say Tofu. just because he's a little bizarre. and a little slow. idk that's just my opinion. maybe they like slow people. I mean I'm not the smartest person myself so maybe they think the same about me. but that guy idk... if they picked him over me, I'd really have to question their motives. anyways I am starving sooooooooo bye.