WOOT! i had so much fun today:)
I went to bed at like 4 last night so i slept in till like 1.. sean called when i woke up and said they could pick me up on their way to ventura. so at like 3 he got here and he looked so cute. he hadnt showered in like 4 or 5 days and his hair was all in his face and he had these huge sunglasses on and he just looked so adorable and i just wanted to give him the longest hug ever but he said he smelled bad.. i didnt think so. he actually smelled perdy decent. altho.. he did taste like salt.. hmmm. anyways what was i saying? oh yeah so we went to ventura. straight to ventura theater and unloaded their insturmenty things. i helped and i got a wrist band so i could go back stage cuz im cool like that:) and i tried my best to help sean set up his drum set. and then we went to his house and i took a nap while he took a shower and such. and then we went back to the theatre and watched a band called letters to elizabeth. they werent that good. i mean, they were ok but not really. nice guys tho. haha skaterade. yeah then seans friend rob came. he was the bassist when they were division of atlantis. he was really nice. the band wanted to pray before playing so evan asked me to watch the merch table for them and i talked to rob a lil bit. that was cool cuz i thought i'd be alone the whole show but i hung out with him and i didnt feel like such a loser. I wish i wouldnt have taken that vicodin cuz i was so out of it. usually i would be so crazy and get people goin but.. i was leaning against a rail trying not to pass out.. naw it wasnt that bad but i couldnt be the way i wanted to be. like this one kid who was just being crazy the whole time. thats dedication.. even inbetween songs.. seriously the kid was awesome. sean is so cute when he plays.. he is the coolest one in the band lol im not saying that cuz im his gf either. but i think drummers are just naturally the coolest ones in a band. its a given. and ramtin. he's pretty cool.. ok so order of coolness.. sean, ramtin, evan, adam, matt, and derek... not that derek isnt cool.. its just.. sean is sooooo cool that it makes him less cool.. im jk. i dont even know. but yeah i had fun listening to them. I'm trying to get a buttload of people to go with me to their next show in hollywood. that should be awesome. yeah yup yup yup. well after the show they took down their stuff and we unloaded it at evans house and such.. watched friends. i met derek and matts girlfriends. theyre cute. and then another girl.. she wasnt a girlfriend tho. just a friend. but i felt out of place sitting with them. cuz they are all so pretty. and they are all my age but.. theyre tall and skinny and pretty and blonde.. ish. and older looking. and blah. i need a makeover.. but not really. i dont know. i like me. i do.. lol when im not looking in a mirror or sitting next to pretty girls. i just feel like im out of place cuz all the other guys have these super hot girl friends and sean is stuck with me. lol. its kinda sad. i feel bad for him. anyways.. then me and sean went back to his house. said hi to his mommy and aunt. took a 15 minute nap cuz we were poooped and then rolled out... to my humble abode. i forgot that my mom still had the kids from TAB here. TAB= teen advisory board for ateam. yeah. so we hung out with jake and james and don and then my mom was being a poo face and told us to go to bed so.. we did. yeah. sean said he was gonna take a lil nap in his car before leaving.. that was at like 1:50ish or something and it was 2:30ish and i had to pee and i looked outside and he was still there. he's so tired. i feel so bad.. i wish i didnt live so far away. well.. its not far far. but when its 1 in the morning after playing a show and driving from washington.. its far. he's wonderful.i wanna keep him forever.
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