so today...

hmmm.

I woke up. talked to my mom. called andres. and then I decided to make him dinner. I guess to say "look what I can do" or not do. he said it was good so thats good. I made fruit salad with this homemade dressing stuff, chicken with my moms bbq sauce, rice, and artichoke with homemade butter sauce. it was ok i guess. we watched some tv... and then we got ice cream... and then we saw constantine. it was kinda gay. it was ok. keanu reeve's cant act. So now Im home... and obviously online.

yeah. I dont know. but... life is such a double standard. oh the irony. seriously... nvm. Im dumb. not that it matters, i just wish i could rewind and do things right. or betterish.. er. i guess wishing doesnt help.

whoa. it was weird. i was listening to liz phair... that song "why cant i" and I thought of my old friend sara. cuz haha that was kinda our song i guess. well, i just remember sitting in her car singing that and saying something like its our song... it made me miss her. hmm.