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Did you kiss someone before you were 16? jake in 1st grade but that didn't really count. first real kiss wasn't until 17. used to be proud of that, but it never seemed to matter much. Are you good at hiding your feelings? nope Do you wave when you see people you know? if i think they'll wave back Last 3 people to text you? no one. Who did you last have a sleepover with? tim? Are you afraid of falling in love? wouldn't that be a problem, seeing as how i am already married? Can you braid hair? ya Do you drink Red Bull or any other energy not on a regular basis but when i can, which isn't much Did you date anyone this past summer? married Do you hate being alone? only when its pitch black or I'm sad. Have you ever been out past curfew? who wrote these gay questions? Have you ever told someone you like them? omg. and yes. Have you ever blocked someone on Myspace before? once i blocked brett but then i unblocked him. i blocked my brother too. but then i unblocked him, too. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood? whichever i have at the time Do you get along with girls? i used to get along with everyone. girls are so weird these days. Do you drink, smoke, or do drugs? have, never and never Did you know that peeling a wrapper off of a bottle means your sexually frustrated? lol that's good to know. What did you do last night? watched everwood with timmy. put penguin and timmy to bed haha jk. studied. made tim lunch. sleeped. Do you have a cell-phone? yes Are you emotional? pretty much Have you ever had the same dream more than once? ya Do you use chapstick? yes Can you whistle? somewhat Would you ever want to swim with the sharks? uhm no thanks. What are you wearing? shorts and a shirt Do you take pills of any sort? no When was the last time you did the dishes? tim usually does dishes. but I'm doing them today, did some yesterday. Last person you texted? no ones Who's myspace password do you have? mine. tim's What are you doing tomorrow? same thing as today probably. Are you ticklish? yes How is your hair? its fine thanks.. How is your heart lately? bloody? Name something that made you frown today? cleaning poop off penguins tail What color is your phone? purple When was the last time you cried? yesterday for like 2 seconds. Is there one thing that is on your mind constantly? some things. Are you comfortable answering personal questions? mostly. Do/did you do good in school? nope. maybe if i did i wouldn't be taking this stupid survey. If you could pack up and move, would you? no Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? rainy What do you think about before you go to bed? probably about how i don't want to sleep and i wish tim got a burst of energy and woke up and talked to me all night. but thats gay cuz i am. Do you believe in love? obviously Do you listen to music everyday? yes Is anything bothering you? a couple things Do you miss someone? yes i doooo Where do you want to be 10 years from now? in a house with kids and a dog and a awesome career thing where people think i am hella smart and sexy. maybe just smart. but sexy wouldn't hurt. -------------------------------------- i wonder what penguin is thinking? she just looks at me and meows. i put milk in her dish. i pet her.. she seems bored. yesterday i told tim he should stop playing games and play with her. but then i ended up taking 2 naps with her. every time i learn 1 thing, i realize i don't know about 20 other things related to that thing. and so if i learn 3 things.. thats a lot more i need to learn before i can reeeeeeeeally understand that thing i want to learn. I'm starting to hate learning things.. its seems never ending. -------------------------------------------- watched everwood (yes, still) and i got so mad. i know i talk about movies like they're real, but they are like mini people telling me whats in my head. its neat. andy was talking to nina about linda and he said "she was the first woman i spent time with since julia".... it pissed me off. here is supposed to be one of the main characters who people are supposed to actually like, and he's an ass. he didn't just "spend time" with her. he had sex with her.. he dated her. he went out with her. she was his gf. and he wants to belittle it and say its like a couple of buddies at a ball game. psh yeah, maybe a naked ball game. uhg. men. besides tim. are so... erroneous. ERRONEOUS! a perfect word for the occasion (heh I've been trying to use that word all day and nothing worked yay) but not yay.... i'm mad.. guys can just go around having sex with people and calling it whatever they want. taking away your innocence like its a pack of gum and then brush it off like its no big deal. and girls are shunned. SHUNNED! and you can't talk to them about this nonsense.. oh no because you wanted time.. yeah time before you started having sex! and it was horrible and awful and now you can't have sex with tim. or i. i thought it was just that tim was bigger, but its more than that. deeper. i'm so messed up. "i'm a christian.. i want what u want..." my ass. you can't trust anyone anymore. i didn't even say yes. i hope this happens to him. not with sex tho. obviously that doesn't mean a thing to him... maybe something with his comedy or something.. idk. its not an issue anymore. except for that tiny problem previously mentioned.. other than that. i just hate him. but the words will forever taunt me.. "what you put me through" uhg. i wish i was telepathic. because i don't ever want to talk to him again, but he needs to know what an psychotic person he is. and i would like to be the person to tell him. no i would like someone else to tell him, but at the end, say "yeah, jeni just thought you should know". besides. i think we've put sex on a shelf. a high one. and with penguin around now, we have our hands full. the day goes by too fast and i'm too tired from doing nothing all day.. weird i know.. i think i'm depressed but i'm not gonna think about it and maybe it will go away. i hate when i let the little things get to me. or the past.
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What an educational entry: now I know why i am always peeling the labels off of bottles. is penguin litter trained? how did she get her tail in the poo?!