kari sent me links to some coupon blogs. I gave up on coupons after i tried terri's list.. i mean I am sure it works for some people but it didn't work for me.. the site, not using coupons. but with the blogs she showed me i think it's gonna go good this time. i emptied out my wedding binder and it is now my coupon binder. I am going to use this time (that I don't have a job) to figure out how to save money. I can at least do that much.

I applied to a job. a photoshop job in our city.. did i write about this? well i applied on thursday. if they don't reply tomorrow I'm pretty sure i can just kick myself in the face.... uhg. it would be perfect. pays $10-$12/hr and its close! no driving.. and its ridiculously easy.. resizing and stuff.

we go to kari and garetts tomorrow night :) fun times. I can't wait!!

last night was gay tho. casey and garett are friends with this andrew character. the guy is a d bag. casey likes to talk crap when we play mw2. and the way he does it.. you know he is joking. and its funny. and he usually only says stuff to idiots who start crap first. and he doesn't make fun of the people he's playing with. andrew on the other hand gets in a lobby and immediately starts cussing everyone out. no one can say anything because he has a smart ass comment for everything. even if you agree with him. the first time i met him was in an xbox live party with casey and brian. i join and andrew immediately starts cussing at me.. all i said was hi. so i left. like who does that? this friend of ian's hated casey because he called her a bitch or soemthing (which no one even remembers) and she like hates him for it even tho he apologized and said he was joking when he said it. But this andrew guy said "i didn't know it was your friend" to casey. wtf. obviously.. if someone joins your party they are either your friend or a friend of one of the other people in the party.. wtf.but whatever right? i got over it and didn't hold it against him. i believe in second chances. in fact i dish out way too many of them on a regular basis. its a nasty habit. anyway.. they were playing with timmy last night.. and timmy is naturally pretty quiet.. he doesn't talk just to hear himself talk like that andrew dude. i was in the living room watching tim play games and i heard all of them talking, tim included.. and then out of nowhere andrew is like "why isn't that tim guy talking.. its weird" or something gay and douchey. and tim told me about it.. and then he went to the store. while he was at the store i got on and they invited me to a party. and i say hi and casey and garett say hi and stuff and andrew didnt say anything so funny me.. i said "why isn't that andrew guy talking.. its like really weird.." and he immediately got crazy and was like "wtf who the f are u blah blah blah you have herpes" and random crap and i'm like "i know right.. its a pretty douchey thing to say.." and he goes all stupid and starts yelling.. screaming.. at the top of his lungs profanity of all sorts and i basically try and say "so you can say crap to my husband but no one can say crap to you.. oh ok i got it." and then he was gay and i was like "you know what.. FUCK YOU!" and left . jeni doesn't do this. lol. in fact casey invited me to a priate chat after that and was like.. you told him off.. that doesn't happen. lol he thinks I'm so innocent. I pretty much am but i don't have time for fuckers like that. I think i cussed more last night than in the last year. its just dumb because they kept saying he was joking and he's "not like that in person". so. 1. he isn't funny. and 2. i don't know him in person. this is where i know him and he's gay. anyways its funny because garett was like "well you did come in and kinda were picking on him" WTF? yeah he was serious.. picking on him? this is a grown ass man. all those guys do is tease each other relentlessly and he said that EXACT thing to tim an hour before. And I was picking on HIM?? really? wahhh poor baby. grow the fuck up. the other day we were playing with him and he called me a retard for no reason and i didn't get weird or cry because he was picking on me.. I know how to take a damn joke. the guy has issues. and the worst part.. he is a cop.. yes. our tax payer dollars are going to a police department that gives people like this authority over everyone. i called casey a bad friend. he asked if i meant it and i said no.. and i was kinda joking but.. my expectations of what kind of friend he actually is have dropped immensly.

well now that that's off my chest i can stop thinking about it forever. thank god for sitD.