Hung out with Stephnie yesterday. Sal had to work. It was nice to just get to know Stephnie. I love those babies too :) Sal said that he thinks we would be good parents. We're going over there Sunday night tooz.

My friend "muffin" is beginning to get on my nerves. well not just beginning. he's been getting there for a while. He just... he says the most annoying things and he is way too cocky for his own good... He's more sensitive than casey. Where do I find these people? I usually am friends with guys because girls are so dramatic and sensitive and mean and its overwhelming. guys are supposed to be laid back and stuff... sheesh. Muffin is the biggest drama queen... and he's super wishy washy about everything. since we started talking more, he's always like "I'm in love" with so and so... "I never want to speak to" so and so again. he went back and forth with bailey and debbie so many times.. and i try to listen and give advice but its hard because he'll repeat "what do i do" over and over and then i tell him what i think and he does the opposite. thats what happened yesterday and it finally just threw me over the edge. I told him what I thought and he started yelling at me. I was like.. ok well.. i am gonna go now see ya. and he sends me texts later trying to talk about it again. and then some fb ims saying he's sorry. like last week he was saying what an "awesome friend" i am. And this week he's yelling at me for being how I always am with him. i can't not say what i think when someone asks me to tell them what i think. shoot.

Maybe times are changing. Maybe I am at a point where I DO get along better with girls... or just non-annoying people. Laid back people that don't take themselves so seriously. Sal and Steph are great and chase and Monica are really cool. Maybe that's what its been all along. iunno. I wonder when Monica is getting back from vacation. We're gonna go camping with her and chase when she gets back. Stephnie invited us to go on a cruise in August but we probably can't its like $1000... boo. it sounded really fun. I've never been on a cruise. I wonder if i would get sea sick.

I wrote my Aunt an email a few weeks ago when i got back from Missouri. She said she would write back when grandma and Tina left.. its been a week since Tina left. O well. She probably sent it to my mom and a bunch of other people. Last time i said something about Erycka. it wasn't even bad.. it was something about how she cusses a lot, it was casual i wasn't trying to like say anything bad about her.. everyone knows Erycka cusses its nothing new... and she printed it out and showed Erycka. like it was a huge deal. like seriously? who does that? Well my mom would do that. Not for me but if i said something about someone else. for sure. Crazy people. I mentioned in it how she got mad at me for saying damn... when Erycka says the f word every 5 seconds. and i just remembered another annoying thing.. we were in the car. just arrived and we were getting food from mc donalds. and she said someething surprising and i said "jesus!" and she got all crazy. but erycka says the gd word ALL the time. like ALL the freaking time. and i think she said it in front of her before and anything? nope. nothing. i don't get it. its things like that and what happened with grandma that made me write her that email. and she said she would write back... but apparently its not a huge priority. i mean i can understand being busy but its been like... i thought it'd been 3 weeks.. but 2 weeks is still a lot.

I should do something productive today. I need a to do list...

email about getting paid for banners

Write at least 1 scene

Read a chapter of my book

clean Jef's box

laundry

put up shelves in computer room

and 30 minutes of jumping rope at some point (imma try to jump rope everyday.. )