[25]in my hands again

Listening to: Fuel- Hemorrage
Feeling: anxious

OH EM GEEEEEEEEEEE! DAWG! ha.

Theres a flying gram cracker in my tuna casarole. And its eating away at the rotting glue sticks in the armpit of my soul... now thats poetry baby.

I am so happy. Its nice. Baki makes me happy. I hope I am able to make him this happy... or if I do I just hope I continue to make him happy. Eveyone gets bored of me. He eventually will. Just a matter of time and how many licks it takes to get to the center of a tootsie pop. Seriously he is going to hate me.. I don't know what I am doing. And we aren't even like going out. And when or if he does ask me out, I don't know how to be a girlfriend. I mean the only "boyfriend" I've ever had was Turtle... but um no. I don't count him as anything. Cuz it was gay... kinda like him. I hope I don't screw up. But I am going to ruin everything if I keep thinking like that so HAPPY thoughts. I am going to go see him on saturday. I am so excited. And he is coming up here for new years. And then if he gets a job up here I'll see him even mores. Hopefully.

Drum lessn today woot woot.

I had another bad dream last night... hmm. I guess I am just going to have to accept the fact that they wont ever go away ever.

I need to go christmas shopping. Haha I always wait till the last day but its cuz I wait for it to feel like christmas... and it never really does and I'm like "Oh yeah christmas" I need to go shopping or someting too. I have no clothes. Maybe Spatula will go with me to Goodwill today or tomorrow or sumfin. I have like no friends. Again. I knew this would happen. Just like last time. Its evil.

I have to go do hw and take a shower so I'll type in your general direction later

P.S. I was curious to know who left this comment a few entries ago... Just wonderings.... I think its funny cuz I am never going to grow up...

your seventeen..act your age.

[anonymous (68.104.110.239)]

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DONT YOU EVER GROW UP LOVE!
[Anonymous]
i need you like i need to breathe Jeni. Dont forget that. Your my favorite person ever. I love you.

[thedistillers]
[Anonymous]
If you grow up I'll cry cuz that would make me sad. I don't like when people grow up, unless they need to and you don't. People are just jealous that they're not super cool like you and knows how to have fun and make people laugh in a way that a lot of kids our age aint used to. DONT GROW UP!!
*Jenn*
[Anonymous]