I love you Timmy bear. I can't wait to see you tomorrow night!!

Thanks for talking to me tonight :) You always make me feel so much better when things are messed up. When I feel like maybe the reason no one cares about how i feel is because i dont matter.. you make sense of things and make me feel loved. Its nice to have at least 1 person get me and validate my feelings instead of push them down my throat. I can always count on you to say the right things. You are everything to me. I miss you. No one has ever been more perfect for each other than we are.

I know I always scare you with my morbid thoughts. But i think its scarier not to think about them. I just want you to know no matter what, I love you more than I've ever loved anyone or anything. In my book she quotes another book... the dedication in John Carley's book "Aspergers from the Inside Out" says : For Katherine, who rebuilt the world. That's how I feel about you.